Monday, December 27, 2010

zombies are dead people walking around

I don't care,I have no soul
I don't give a damn,I have no regrets
I won't be broken,I don't have a heart
I won't fall,because I hold my head up high

in my mind

I live in a world of fantasy.So keep your reality far far away from me. I see what I want and I want what I see and that it's all okay by me.hahahaha

how do i know if it's okay

sometimes,I just wish that I don't have to think to make choices.I just hope that things will fall perfectly into pieces .Don't you?Well,I think I know what to do now.I'll just walk away from everything.It's not worth the risk.

whisper some senses into my mind,please?

Greetings,readers.
Well,to be frank,i sat here in front of my laptop literally for about half an hour trying to find the right words to type,to explain how i really felt.what have i done in this year of 2010.Uhmm.too bad because I can't find any.I just don't know what i'd do anymore.I thought i had it all well-planned. I am just confused now,about everything.And when I mentioned everything,it really means that I have screwed up.So,yeah.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

it was all sympathy and simple words of nothingness


you said you've cried a thousand times
but i dont believe a word of it
you loved it when my heart stopped
so you start to listen
just sit and listen
dont test my words
just believe like i did believe
who am i to say i miss you

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

listeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.ooooohhhh,fire!wow.



:D yeah,we'll soar high above the sky. c:

can't wait!

this girl in black shirt is hot. :D

and as for tonight,i'll sleep with you in my heart. c: c: c:
:D

Monday, December 20, 2010

this story is getting old and I'm tired

I'm out here on my own. Better now than I was before. But I miss you, and I want you to know. I can't sleep. It's hard to breathe, And I still feel you next to me, and I can see. The first one is the worst one when it comes to a broken heart.You say you want it all.But whose side you fighting for?
I sit and wonder why.There are nights, we sleep, while others they weep with regret, repent.Be strong cause we've got one life to live.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

my boyfriend's a vampire

and he bites and sucks blood,.He is Damon Salvatore. hahaian and zac eff.

excuse me,sir.

what is the function of a rubbish bin?
newsflash:AS A DECORATION.
that's what we are recently being compelled of,
to believe that we should not throw rubbish into the bin
but to carry the rubbish EVERYWHERE with us.
wow!we're a living garbage bin now!

stop being so self-centered,you faggot

It's funny how people mistaken themselves for the sun and think the whole universe revolves around them. Why do you think that everything in this world is all about you?What makes you think that my blog is dedicated just for you?Grow up,please?this world doesn't always revolving around you,you know?

Friday, December 17, 2010

Baby, I have no story to be told



The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling that
We could have had it all

i know that my heart beats for him.

Dear you,
There has not been a day that I live,after u left,without me going on missing you.You might not remember what we had or what I've been through,all for you.I can't love any other guys like I have loved you.No,not even in a million years.It's like I'm standing 6 feet away from you and not being able to find words to say how much you mean to me.I just want to scream across the whole room to say that i love you,i really do.They say that time will heal.I believed that but I lost my faith.I don't think time heals me.I live,yes, I do,but I feel like a walking zombie.My heart is in your hands and I don't want u to give it to me.I love u too much that I'd give u everything.I'd never be able to love another and never going to make it better than i do it with you.I tried but i just can't forget you.But you know what,deng?i'll go on living with a hope that we'll meet again mkay?ily. and these two songs of Katy Perry pretty much explains how messed up i feel. doesn't matter who i am with,my thoughts are still on you.I FREAKING MISS YOU!and yeah,i'd love to spend my another life with u,deng ,because i believe that in this life,the sun just doesn't shine for us.




never planned that one day,that i'll be losing you. *sigh

listen to this.

In this song,it says that the artist cannot accept the presence of two lovers in his life.well,that explains pretty much about how I feel now.sorry.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

my current desktop background.

ain't it lovely?looks like a wedding place to me.a private,closed wedding ceremony where the people are not there yet as they are still preparing to be seen in their best.awwwwww. :)
WANT.
p/s:future husband,i want this scene!well,more or less like this. :p flowers,please? harharhar

we'll have Halloween on X'mas

and in the night,we'll wish this never ends.
wish this never ends.
I miss you.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

soul of ice

My God I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

should your passion becomes your work?

Personally,the answer is NO.well,take it this way.I love to blog.I love tattoos,body modifications,beer,and music.Even though those stuff are what i really have passion in,i won't turn those into my subject that i have to study.I think hobby is a thing that u should enjoy doing,n not to be placed stress unto it as u are expressing urself.If your hobby has turned into something that u have to study and people are going to pinpoint what's right or wrong to u,won't it be stressful?I mean,to who/what are you going run to if your hobby has been taken away from you?none.You can't seem to enjoy your passion to the maximum after you are being corrected all the time.You get stressed out.It is annoying when another person tells you how you should or should not express yourself.I mean,that's you yourself who's gonna express yourself,right?u need no body to poke their noses to where don't belong,right?.Hence,I believe that hobby is a thing that helps your mind off your work.I dont think I'll mix my hobby with my field of study.well,don't take my word for it.You decide.

thank you.

Dearest friends do view my blog and it just surprised me because i have never thought of publishing my blog to my course mates. c: AND,THANK YOU! it turns out that they love my blog and support me to go on with this tattoo thingy.that's so heart-warming!That has just made my life and I m loving each and every minute of it.Well,I can't change the way I am,what i like,I am INTO this! :) thanks for the understanding,guys.

Monday, December 13, 2010

eye candy,anyone?

i am considering of this pink / green nail colours. I mean,oh,look at those!aren't they cute?
found a dress like this! c:
now,that's what i call sexayh!(down)

interested

interested is a word used when the other person has what u need or want.You'll bargain with the other person just to get what u desire most.As you age,what u wanted all along won't be the same thing that u need.U'll lose interest in it over the years.and at that moment of life,there's no one to blame,if it was going to be that way.U're no longer interested.and what is there left to say?none.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Addicted to vampire bites?

Well,I've been thinking lately.Since B the witch has put up a spell on the tomb which holds Katherine and any vampires in,why don't Elena just stay there in the tomb,like a bait to catch the vampires and Klaus?Because Steffan is there to protect Elena from Katherine.She'll be protected,right?And when all the other vampires know that she's in there,they will enter the tomb and be trapped in it forever.with that,no one gets hurt.end of story.hahaha.only after that then,B the witch figure a way out to take Steffan out.simple.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Happy Birthday!

to Ian Somerhalder/Damon Salvatore!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Dear Santa,

THIS.please please please!and i'd like some ribbon to wrap around him. WHY ARE YOU SO ADORABLE?
sincerely,annyss

why he is hot.

  1. He's a very mean vampire in the Vampire Diaries.He bites!He sucks blood.ohh!
  2. His "couldn't-care-less" attitude but,deep down,he's very a loving person.He actually cares.
  3. His randomness.
  4. His sarcasm in his jokes. I find it very much cute. :)
  5. HAS ANYONE NOTICED HOW AMAZING HIS BODY IS???????uh-mah-zing!
  6. His cool eyes.i melt. c:
  7. He's one of the bad boys.Every girl dates bad boy. don't you think?
well,i can't seem be able to find words how sexy he is.U should watch Vampire Diaries to know how hot he is.I think he's hot. :)



Sunday, November 28, 2010

i x care if it is fake.

this has made my day. :)

blessing in disguise

I never get jealous when I see my ex with someone else, because my parents always taught me to give my used toys to less fortunate. :P
and that clarifies why i am neither interested nor jealous if any of my friends are married. why do u want to be attached to someone so soon?people change,they'll break your heart.but it's my point of view.depends on individual.


Friday, November 26, 2010

can i have this immediately? haha


We are moons,
Throw ourselves around each other,
We are oceans,
Being controlled by the pull of another.

And I just wanna be loved by you,
Yeah I just wanna be loved by you,
I see nothing worse than to sail this universe without you.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

nice one.

it says here,"i miss you" .

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

naaaaaah

HOLY POTATOES!

All I want for Christmas is..

no,not you.haha. but,replace you with all of these stuff that i might never really want to posses:
  1. free flight ticket to Sri Aman.
  2. scorpion that x sting.(impossible)
  3. another shih-tzu dog to replace Rainie.
  4. rainy weather in Miri from 2 am till 6 am IF I AM NOT GOING OUT on THAT NIGHT.
  5. time x passes too fast.
that would be all.i x know what i want.basically,i feel like i have everything i want and thankful for that. :) cheers.

u give me a lady boner!

HAHA.well,life is too short not to orgasm everyday. kidding. C: Yeah,go ahead and judge me but i'll post things that'll definitely turn me on:
  1. Ivan. (this name kinda turn me on,without knowing why.
  2. guys who can sing like John Mayer.Has a voice like him.
  3. scorpion.
  4. sleeve tattoos.not on other parts.
  5. Jane Doe Suicide Girl
  6. sunshine! definitely. and that explains why i wake up early now. :)
well,i m not gonna tell u more than that. :p sorry. haha.
p/s:bored

Can you feel your heartbeat racing?

I feel your heart rubbing against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes, eyes



the words in this song of "A boy brushed in red living in black and white" by Underoath rocks my new playlist now. \m/
p/s: i can't seem to find the official video,if there was any.and i x think this is the coolest vid ever made. i just like the song,not the video. peace out. :)

Monday, November 22, 2010

uhm.

i don't know who we are but whenever we're together,
feels like we're floating in the sky on those shinning stars.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Some nights I just lose it all when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls.

Will you cater to every fantasy that I've got?
Will ya hose me down with holy water if I get too hot ?