life's to heavy,so,float!

yo what's up bloggers and readers.the title says it all.life's heavy.problems weigh you down.i have found my alternative to clear my head.SWIMMING. oh yeah,baby.

p/s:dont forget to transfer your bad energy of anger,frustration,into the water.

p/s:excuse my ugly pose.i was just having fun with no nudity.

well,if you dont know how to swim,just learn how to float. :D and make sure that the pool is not too deep for you. enjoy! :)

agape

" ¹⁸ The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him."
Genesis 2:18

"For Adam there was not found an help meet for him.
And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept; and he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh instead thereof;
And the rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman, and brought her unto the man.
And Adam said, "This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of Man. Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh."
Genesis 2:20-24

found this on tumblr . :D hahahahha

Sex is a sensation

Caused By Temptation,

To Cause Penetration,

When A Guy Sticks His Location Into A Girl's Destination,

To Increase The Population,

For The Next Generation,

Do You Get My Explanation?

Or Do You Need A Demonstration?

Hyper-Realistic Acrylic Body Painting

Alexa Meade masterfully mixed multiple disciples - paintings, performance, and photography and turned it into something the world had never seen. Coating her models with paint, she made her models become part of a living, breathing painting.
In her words, "The photographic presentations create a tension between the smoothness of the physical photographs and the tactility of the painted installations captured within them, blurring the lines between what is depicted and depiction itself."

Taking a look at her recent body of work, you can’t help but see how she’s taking her Trompe-L’Oeil painting technique to new heights, adding incredibly vibrant colors and patterns that warp our minds and sense of reality even more.

you?

some men die under the mountain just looking for gold
some die looking for a hand to hold

zaman kodak

when i was a little kid,i used to walk IN the drains,not along the drains to catch tadpoles with my bare hands. i was not alone.for sure,there would be somebody around my age to catch tadpoles too. sometimes,we had a competition who would get the most catch. sometimes,i arrived late at the drains. that time,i think it sucks.because i was like

" aheyr dah ewh,habis la semua berudu ya knk ambik org!"
"(i arrived late,for sure,those tadpoles are all finished by now,taken by others!)"

if i were lucky enough,i might get some "so-called-prawns" too. well,as i grow up,i realize now,those weren't actually prawns.they look like prawns. my younger days were cool. haha. looking back at those days,i seriously miss them.oh shit!hahahhahahha.i wish i had pictures on those days,but naaaaaaaah.because we didnt have digital cameras back then. we used roll films;KODAK.
There's another thing,I went to this shop in PJ to buy a piece of chicken.guess how much was it?
RM 2.50. my ass. where are the years where all the chicken wings cost around RM1.00 per piece?oh my.Everything is expensive now. i doubt if there's any GOOD food that are still around which cost around RM 1.20. a can of milo used to be around rm 1.20 when i was younger,but now,it costs around rm2 something per can. i m like,ugh. okay. hahha. wish i could turn back time when food are not so expensive. :)

ok la. take care.i m ok now,i guess. life gotta move on. hehe. peace.

never thought that it'd end up this bad.

and there was no orgasm that night.only tears.

only tears.only. tears. *sigh

p/s:excuse my sad feelings lately,bloggers.

oldies

I lifted her head, she looked at me and said
"Hold me darling just a little while."
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I would miss
But now she's gone, even though I hold her tight
I lost my love, my life that night.

your arms are like towers,tower over me.keep me safe inside?

What would my "mama do"
If she knew ‘bout me and you?
What would my daddy say
If he saw me hurt this way?

who's to blame?

she smells like a virgin and he hates it.
but he's the blood that running in her veins.
whenever he's near,her heart beats.
when he's not around,she dies.
couldn't he see the fear of imperfection in her eyes?

beatiful tragedy

greetings. well,actually.I do not know where and how to fucking start this thing off.It's about u fighting for something that u really want.SO BADLY. for example;

1. U want an apple but u dont have any money in your wallet.but ur stingy neighbour has apples. so what do u do?He's stingy all right and u r drooling like a mad dog over a meat.

at that point, i might say,that u'd do anything to get it,right? either climb over the fence just to get an apple and u'd say to urself,"it's only an apple.He wont notice.Well,even if he would find it sooner or later,it's his mistake for being so damn stingy all this while."okay. *sigh. but I don't think this message delivers to u well enough if i use an apple as an example.okay,bloggers.be creative now.

IMAGINE OF SOMETHING THAT U REALLY WANT.OR SOMEONE.NOT JUST WHAT U NEED.BUT WHAT U WANT.get it on your mind now?let's say it's someone and we'll name it HUMAN.i used apple as an example of object just now.

okay.so u want HUMAN.but u know it's against almost anything and everything for you to be with HUMAN.too many obstacles everywhere.so what do u do?let's say,HUMAN is in a relationship with someone.Let's name it FLOWER.okay.so,HUMAN and FLOWER huh?where do u stand now?what the fuck are you going to do?for sure,everyone around u will poke their noses into ur case and say that u r damn wrong.they just wanna bring you down.but,i guess u'd be like the person who would steal the apple since it's the only apple that he ever wanted.HUMAN is just everything that u ever fucking wanted. sorry that i curse too much. HUMAN is the closest thing to heaven that u have ever been.U feel peace whenever HUMAN is with you.the feeling between u and HUMAN may not be mutual and people say it's wrong to separate HUMAN and FLOWER.since u cannot live without HUMAN,when they say it's wrong to separate them and you should make a line between u and HUMAN,it makes u wonder,whether people around you rather watch u suffer?got it?u have feelings too,aite?

so,coming to my point,sincerely, i don't think it's wrong for you to fight for what u think is right for you.everybody has a choice to have things to go their way,if the feeling is mutual.on the other hand,if the feeling is not mutual,u have no fucking right to force someone to be with you.remember,they have feelings like you do. one of the case where the feeling is not mutual is where,a boy likes a girl and that girl doesnt like her.She told him that she's not in love with him.that's good ,because she has told the truth instead of twisting the story upside down.my point is,if the 1 u love doesnt love u back,u have no right to rape them(example). but if the person that u like ,loves u back,eventhough it's uhmm...a bit complicated,well,maybe he's in a relationship or something,fight for him.it's worth it.if u really love him.love means,u cant bear the thought of seeing him taken away from u.u r addicted.a bit insane.u noe,ppl say u deserve better but all u ever wanted is him.

my advice is also,that u should never fight a losing battle.why should you?if the guy that u like just want to fool around you,sends u in a ring of fire to fight a battle and he's gonna stand outside of the ring and watch u fight for him,that's awful.he's not worth of you.leave him. u deserve better . and if he's gonna send u to fight for him and cheer for you till he losses his voice,that's sweet. give him a chance. but do remember,all sweet things expire.even chocolate bars has its own expiry date. thank you. excuse me for my lame point of view. nothing against anyone.