beatiful tragedy

greetings. well,actually.I do not know where and how to fucking start this thing off.It's about u fighting for something that u really want.SO BADLY. for example;

1. U want an apple but u dont have any money in your wallet.but ur stingy neighbour has apples. so what do u do?He's stingy all right and u r drooling like a mad dog over a meat.

at that point, i might say,that u'd do anything to get it,right? either climb over the fence just to get an apple and u'd say to urself,"it's only an apple.He wont notice.Well,even if he would find it sooner or later,it's his mistake for being so damn stingy all this while."okay. *sigh. but I don't think this message delivers to u well enough if i use an apple as an example.okay,bloggers.be creative now.

IMAGINE OF SOMETHING THAT U REALLY WANT.OR SOMEONE.NOT JUST WHAT U NEED.BUT WHAT U WANT.get it on your mind now?let's say it's someone and we'll name it HUMAN.i used apple as an example of object just now.

okay.so u want HUMAN.but u know it's against almost anything and everything for you to be with HUMAN.too many obstacles everywhere.so what do u do?let's say,HUMAN is in a relationship with someone.Let's name it FLOWER.okay.so,HUMAN and FLOWER huh?where do u stand now?what the fuck are you going to do?for sure,everyone around u will poke their noses into ur case and say that u r damn wrong.they just wanna bring you down.but,i guess u'd be like the person who would steal the apple since it's the only apple that he ever wanted.HUMAN is just everything that u ever fucking wanted. sorry that i curse too much. HUMAN is the closest thing to heaven that u have ever been.U feel peace whenever HUMAN is with you.the feeling between u and HUMAN may not be mutual and people say it's wrong to separate HUMAN and FLOWER.since u cannot live without HUMAN,when they say it's wrong to separate them and you should make a line between u and HUMAN,it makes u wonder,whether people around you rather watch u suffer?got it?u have feelings too,aite?

so,coming to my point,sincerely, i don't think it's wrong for you to fight for what u think is right for you.everybody has a choice to have things to go their way,if the feeling is mutual.on the other hand,if the feeling is not mutual,u have no fucking right to force someone to be with you.remember,they have feelings like you do. one of the case where the feeling is not mutual is where,a boy likes a girl and that girl doesnt like her.She told him that she's not in love with him.that's good ,because she has told the truth instead of twisting the story upside down.my point is,if the 1 u love doesnt love u back,u have no right to rape them(example). but if the person that u like ,loves u back,eventhough it's uhmm...a bit complicated,well,maybe he's in a relationship or something,fight for him.it's worth it.if u really love him.love means,u cant bear the thought of seeing him taken away from u.u r addicted.a bit insane.u noe,ppl say u deserve better but all u ever wanted is him.

my advice is also,that u should never fight a losing battle.why should you?if the guy that u like just want to fool around you,sends u in a ring of fire to fight a battle and he's gonna stand outside of the ring and watch u fight for him,that's awful.he's not worth of you.leave him. u deserve better . and if he's gonna send u to fight for him and cheer for you till he losses his voice,that's sweet. give him a chance. but do remember,all sweet things expire.even chocolate bars has its own expiry date. thank you. excuse me for my lame point of view. nothing against anyone.