Friday, December 18, 2009

that's where I want to be,yeah.

currently in the middle of doing my lab reports.we have like,8 reports to do,this Christmas season.I feel like crying doing all these shit,during this holy,festive season.*sigh*

and I haven't seen any Christmas decorations yet.I thought of going this weekend.but,these shit are holding me back.While MOST of my friends are at home,baking cakes,decorating X'mas tree,I'm still here,dealing with my study.so sad.i feel down.nothing can lift my soul up now.who cares?i want to be with my family at home,and I dont care whether it's gonna be at home in Miri or Bintulu. I demand to be around them so badly.*huaaaaagggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!
Merry X'mas everyone.yeah,you guys go n have a good time while I m doing my lab reports here. =(
p/s:does anyone here know where to find shisha in Miri?
DO TELL ME!please and thank you.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

watching us from Heaven while we pray for you.

My deepest sympathy goes to Yen's and family.It must have been really hard for them.Though I'm not a really close friend of them,but,I can feel the feeling of losing your loved ones.I've lost my beloved grandma.She lost her battle in cancer.*sigh.Miss u.and after that,eie,too many relatives of mine died.My greatgrandma. *feel like crying. *better stop.
I dont want to talk much bout it,cuz I dont want to blog with tears hitting on my keyboard.It must be really hard for lil' Yon who was very close to her late father.and,very depressing for all of them.Be strong.keep the faith.It must be a real burden for them to handle,since they lost their father few weeks before Christmas.Deepest sympathy for you guys.I know,Uncle Sudin is watching us from Heaven as we are praying for him.He's with Jesus now.He was a man of faith,I know.
to Yon:be strong,little one.
to Yen:get a grip.pull urself together.comfort ur mum.since u r the eldest n ur dad is no longer around(physically) to comfort ur mum.
to aunty:keep the faith.Jesus loves him.

as you guys are going through of this hardest phase of your life,my family n I,will pray for Uncle's soul and pray so that God will help all of you to get through all this.(He will)
be strong.
keep the faith.

Try to look on the positive side:
He's gone to meet Jesus
Jesus is lifting up,
removing the burden away from his shoulders.

He's no longer in pain.
Jesus loves him.
And Jesus also wants you to be happy.
For it is written in the Bible,
He wants us to be happy.
Never He has said,
"I demand your sadness."
I know,some people might say,easy for me to say this.but,nop,not really.I know how terrible it feels like to lose someone,smthing.
But,here I am,blogging,giving my BEST EFFORT to comfort this family who has lost their member.Father of two beautiful growing up daughters:Yon and Yen.and Aunty who has lost her husband.be strong.you are all covered with our prayers.

and,I am appreciating my mum's and my dad's presence.Thankful to God the Almighty for He has given n blessed me with love,through my family.For I still have my parents,my siblings,my family.
I shall treasure every moment of this Christmas celebration with my family,not hanging around too much with my friends.
To be honest,I was a naive girl who was really into love-thingy,and I used to love guys MORE than I love my family.Oh God!i was a jerk.but,that was me,few years ago.now,i do hope that I will still love my family more than anything.cuz they gave me unconditional love,but boys?
ugh.They suck love,life,money out of me.
I LOVE YOU,FAMILY.


Sunday, December 13, 2009

Friday, November 27, 2009

hey you,this one's for u.enjoy~

i like the lyrics.i had fun watching this for the 1st time n it reflects how i feel.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

sometimes,Cinderella needs to help herself.

herooh sexayhh people.
and first of all,i would like to say,i x even know why i chose that title at the first place.hehe.
mkay,peeps,on 25 november 2009 was our annual dinner.our prom nite was cancelled,replaced with the dinner nite.this post shows nothing much but me(obviously,because it's my blog,babe.)
i'll post pics taken from the first time we went to survey the restaurant till the big night.enjoy "licking" the pics. :Dsee,i told you,i xknow how to jump like a rockstar.but who cares??!haha


sexy table with water pouring from nowhere that i know.
location:One Bangsar


mkay,from this point onwards are the photos taken from the late evening till the dinner that most of us were waiting for.nah,smthing for yah.
okay,i'll behave.


i placed smthing on my nose,
a fake nose ring,baby!
but it didnt stick on for too long.

oh me,with my classy look senior from april batch. aina

wilma,monisha(my senior from April batch-n she's hot!),me.

location:in between the ladies' and the gents'.


rinse away the make up and take off the heels,strip away the dress,all you can see is the typical me.

okay,people.that was it.i believe this post wont be read thoroughly.u guys are just gonna view the pics.but it's okay.thanks for viewing.
with lots of love n kisses,muah,
-annyss-

Sunday, November 22, 2009

i'm talking in a circle again.

if i said that i love you,
oh what would you say?
i wouldn't have the guts to hear your answer.

if u were mine,
i'd spend this Christmas with you.
oh gosh!that'll be amazing.

if you were mine,
i'd fetch you from the airport
just to spend few minutes with you.

if you were mine,
i'd cook some spaghetti for you
and bake cake for your birthday.

if you were mine,
i can assure you,that when you wake up every morning,
or in the middle of the night,u can find me there,next to you.

if you were mine,
i'd show you that we belong together.
u need nothing but me.

if i had a chance,
i'd show you that i'll never break your heart.
nor will i break your glass.

if we were together,
i'd prepared the cutest n sexiest Valentine's card for you.
does this creep you out?

if you were mine,
i'd write poems,songs,
all about you,only for you.

if you were mine,
oh,if only,you were mine!
will you be mine,dear?

p/s:crap crap crap.hahaha.but as hard as i m trying to deny,i scribble out the truth to let the whole world know.

my dirtiest fantasy.

before reading any further,prepare yourself with a thought that is able to withstand this.It's not that dirty but,yup,when i said this to my friends,their responses were:
  • ewww!
  • crazy..!!
So in contrast with what I expected.What I expected:
  • COOL!I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO DO IT WITH ME.
  • COME,LET'S DO IT!
hahaha.okay,here it is:
I WANT TO PEE IN MY PANTS
WHILE I'M MAKING CHRISTMAS TOAST OR
NEW YEAR'S TOAST THIS YEAR.but,NOTHING like the picture above.
suppose to be me shaking the beer bottle and poof!
there goes the beer flowing like water n me pee-ing ,
while all of us shout:
"merry xmas"
or
"happy new year!"

OMAGAWDDDDDDDD!!!!!that'll be a damn lots of fun.cant wait.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

i blurt out.


i can't hold it any longer.
since for the past few days,i've been reading ALMOST all of my FRIENDS' BLOGS with these few words that make me super duper jealous,envy,call it whatever you like,but here are some of the words:
  • "yeah,cuti!"
  • aku dah kat miri dah,oiii...
  • kamek owg gi petronas family day.yeah!
  • school's over!
  • final day at school.
NGAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!jealous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for your cup of pleasure,my holidays start on 25 december!sial!!!!!!!huhuhu.cannot spend xmas eve with my fam..sedih uih.

can you hear me now?

and then i said,
"please,one chance is all that i'm begging for"

Thursday, November 19, 2009

my lil' girl.

my little girl
i see you crying,almost everyday now.
crying yourself to sleep,
thinking why is this happening to you.
thinking,is there any way that you could do to make it all okay.
u keep on wondering why.
u keep on asking why.
how i wish i could take your doubts away.

oh my little girl,
i hear you asking yourself when u look into your mirror,
"do i look hot for him?","are my eyes too big?"
for a few times and lesser,
u know i wont mind to hear you asking those questions.
but it's tormenting me.
and you sound insecure,u shouldn't be.
and you feel unsafe,u musn't be.


oh my little girl,
u know i'd give anything to make my little girl to feel great.
u know i'd give you the world.
u know you are beautiful-inside and out.
it's just that he's too blind to see that.
and he's tearing you apart.
it seems he has your pride,
he has you in the palm of his hands.

oh my little girl,
you might not see it,
but here am i to say,
he's playing on you,he's gonna hurt you
but if i said this,i know u'd get angry.
so i remained silent,to watch you to make your mistakes,
as you are always saying,"u had your time,let me make my own mistakes"
told you this a wild world.
this world doesn't care how fast you fall.

but my little girl,
if he's showing signs of false hopes,
he might give you tonnes of excuses to get himself away from you.
he might give you the SWEETEST excuses till u couldn't see that he is dumping you.
let go of him-fast.
u know i'd catch you,my little girl.i'd lend you shoulders to cry on.
i would give everything to make you whole,once again.


my fragile little girl,
he's gonna fall for you,once you are over him.
you just have to pull yourself together,get a grip.
he doesn't deserve to have you,my little girl.
though he might means the whole wide world to you.
at this moment of life,
once you're facing difficulties,you'll feel the world is coming to an end.
but believe me,my dear,i'd keep u safe in this journey.


my little girl,
in this life,if you fall,dont cry.
it's okay.go easy on yourself,cuz it's not ur faults,
not anyone's faults too.it's just life.
whenever you fall,pick something.
walk with your head held high.
and the most important thing:
U DESERVE NOTHING BUT THE BEST.


p/s:i was inspired in my friend's car just now.so ,i created this.i m sure not everyone is gonna read this till the end but thanks to those who did.i know i kinda like repeating "my little girl" over and over again,but,i think it's okay.



I'M STRONG.I'M OKAY.
THIS TOO SHALL PASS AWAY
BECAUSE NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.
-not even November rain.
with lots of love,muah.
-annyss

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

big city,bright lights,lonely me.

it hurts to know that you HAVE CHANGED.

i m a bit emo n down today.


ugh.i was like ,what the fuck.
it is SO years ago.but why do i feel like that thing,that stupid thing is still lingering on my mind?
omg.wht the hell.go thousands awaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy from me ,you stupid memory.
u're just a guy yg perasan hensem.ugh.jhjkghjfghdfgdfhjgjklj.
eie!to believe that u're still the same person that i once know,would be S.T.U.P.I.D..MAJOR.
U'RE A WOMANIZZZZZEEEEEERRRRRRRR.ugh.i dont care if it's womaniser or womanizer.the main point is that:i x like the way u're treating me.
i hope you're getting uglier everyday as u grow older,cuz u're such a pain in my ass .u asyik perasan hensem till u x perasan me.ugh.
p/s:this post is going away in few days to come.
jhfydtfkhjkhkfeytytuh
bye!hugh!

U'RE SO GAY!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

blood,toil and tears

hello.last week was a damn busy week for me.n i was chosen to participate in the great speeches competition.i didn't win tho.it's okay.at least,i got chosen,out of 4+ my fellow classmates.all of them did well.i hope i did well too.i hope i didnt drive anyone to sleep.n i had a cigarette in my hands,to imitate Sir Winston Churchill.
my speech was:blood,toil,tears and sweat,which often misquoted as blood,tears n sweat

here are some pics of me,some are taken because i was bored,tired of practising the speech.hehe.but most of the time,i enjoyed EVERYTHING that i did,with all of my classmates,particularly the other participants.










this is not me.haha.i know i look weird in this outfit.haha.but it's for the competition n i threw away the cigar after the competition.n,my trophy is well kept with me.still looks sexy n i worked,i talked(cuz it was a speech competition) so much to earn the trophy,even though it's not a 1st,2nd, or 3rd place trophy.

why i didn't update my blog last weekend:
i was busy hunting for my dinner dress at One Utama with my friends.n not enough with one utama,we went straight to Times Square to do more shopping.hehe.more photos will be uploaded soon,so,bear with me,cuz i like to upload photos.

..thanks to all viewers,bloggers,stalkers for reading the crap that flow endlessly from my fingertips.....u know i love you so much.haha.i heart you,babyh!
bye..

with love,hugs n kisses,
-annyss-

Sunday, November 8, 2009

sijil paling metal(spm)

all the best to all F5 students,especially to my sister.God bless you all.amen

Thursday, November 5, 2009

my favourite n it reminds me of sm1. =)

oh baby..u take my breath away~


seeing them for a moment was like months' of theraphy.


other than that,we had a very fun time,lepak2.i never felt so close to them before.but,that time,mmg best la.hehe.cuz i x really have close friends in kl and that's why i m bored.luckily,they were around.thanks albie and yon.dom x come cuz he got meeting at 3pm.next time la.

smoke in your eyes.

hello bloggers..
i m kinda lazy to blog lately.too stressful to me.n i xwant to talk about anything serious.so,yup,that's why i x blog cuz,i x want to think too much.but i m not gonna abandoned my blog.take care bloggers.have a good life.

LIFE'S GREAT!
LIVE WITH IT.
LIVE IN IT.


wit lots of love n kisses,
-annyss-

Friday, October 23, 2009

meet my new boyfriend,bloggers.

forget bout Johnny Depp,etc.meet this guy:hot kan?


ooh la la..haha
new moon is out this november.i do hope yg my boyfriend ni will sit next to me tyme movie premier.if i got u,wont let you go.haha.ever.


if girls are mostly crazy bout this blood-sucker a.k.a. vampire Robert Pattinson,i dont really care bout him n bella.i like Jacob n Ashley,semua la..except them,bella n edward.they are kinda stiff..haha
Yol:aku suka Twilight bha.
Yon:Sama la!
Rex n Dom:aku x pham pahal owg suka twilight.
Yol:ada jumpa x novel New moon bha k ku?
Rex:xda.
Someone i x remember:ada bha.
Yol:na..apa nya padah ada?
Rex:maybe ada la ,Yol.tapi,mungkin mata ku x nmpak sbb ku anti gilak dgn Twilight.

gurau jer~

hehe.




k la.bye2.
with love,hugs,n kisses.
XOXO.
daa~

Thursday, October 22, 2009

counting down the days.

BILA LAGI NAK BALIK RUMAH?call me lame,but i love Jesus.
call me childish,but i love my family.
p/s:tgk tu,kat my pillow ada stitched my name:annyss.hehe.i miss sleeping in this room.

Sarawakians dont live on trees.

i suddenly recalled our last family vacation to kuching when i was in form 4.haha.tetiba tringat cuz i was uploading malacca pictures but i was not with my family for the malacca trip.omg.i miss them a lot la.

saat gila2 ini lah yang saya suka.




non-sarawkians,this is not my house.it's a village for tourists.n we sarawakians,dont live on trees.
this is my bro,max,super excited utk mnyumpit.
dear sexy people,
before i went to Malacca that day,my life was in vain.
i want to go home.
see how depressed i was.i didnt know wht to do.


i know how to lukis guna henna.ini tgn adik saya.tht day i made for myself n my friend.quite nice la.haha.puji diri sendiri.bcause i google-searched image on tribal tattoos,so yup,i tried my best untuk buat.the one that i made for my sis mmg xsama dgn my henna la.i x know where did i put my henna pictures.biarla.go ahead n laugh if the henna drawing looks like shit to you.hehe.tapi,mine really nice!xhave butterflies2 thingy like my sister's.

hmm..k la,people.once again,thanks for viewing.
with love,hugs,kisses.muah.
daa~take care.