Friday, October 23, 2009

meet my new boyfriend,bloggers.

forget bout Johnny Depp,etc.meet this guy:hot kan?


ooh la la..haha
new moon is out this november.i do hope yg my boyfriend ni will sit next to me tyme movie premier.if i got u,wont let you go.haha.ever.


if girls are mostly crazy bout this blood-sucker a.k.a. vampire Robert Pattinson,i dont really care bout him n bella.i like Jacob n Ashley,semua la..except them,bella n edward.they are kinda stiff..haha
Yol:aku suka Twilight bha.
Yon:Sama la!
Rex n Dom:aku x pham pahal owg suka twilight.
Yol:ada jumpa x novel New moon bha k ku?
Rex:xda.
Someone i x remember:ada bha.
Yol:na..apa nya padah ada?
Rex:maybe ada la ,Yol.tapi,mungkin mata ku x nmpak sbb ku anti gilak dgn Twilight.

gurau jer~

hehe.




k la.bye2.
with love,hugs,n kisses.
XOXO.
daa~

Thursday, October 22, 2009

counting down the days.

BILA LAGI NAK BALIK RUMAH?call me lame,but i love Jesus.
call me childish,but i love my family.
p/s:tgk tu,kat my pillow ada stitched my name:annyss.hehe.i miss sleeping in this room.

Sarawakians dont live on trees.

i suddenly recalled our last family vacation to kuching when i was in form 4.haha.tetiba tringat cuz i was uploading malacca pictures but i was not with my family for the malacca trip.omg.i miss them a lot la.

saat gila2 ini lah yang saya suka.




non-sarawkians,this is not my house.it's a village for tourists.n we sarawakians,dont live on trees.
this is my bro,max,super excited utk mnyumpit.
dear sexy people,
before i went to Malacca that day,my life was in vain.
i want to go home.
see how depressed i was.i didnt know wht to do.


i know how to lukis guna henna.ini tgn adik saya.tht day i made for myself n my friend.quite nice la.haha.puji diri sendiri.bcause i google-searched image on tribal tattoos,so yup,i tried my best untuk buat.the one that i made for my sis mmg xsama dgn my henna la.i x know where did i put my henna pictures.biarla.go ahead n laugh if the henna drawing looks like shit to you.hehe.tapi,mine really nice!xhave butterflies2 thingy like my sister's.

hmm..k la,people.once again,thanks for viewing.
with love,hugs,kisses.muah.
daa~take care.


i made a history in Malacca.

location:malacca
date:20.09.2010
time:noon till 5pm
deepavali holidays for 11 days.
staying with:karen's family.
comment:Malacca is another place like home to me.There's this one place called Sg. Udang,where it seems to me like another mini Sarawak n mini Sabah. cuz lots of Swkian n Sabahan are there,n we even went to eat kolok mee there.haha.truly Swak huh?n that coffee shop even pasang lagu iban bha. =)

so,last deepavali holidays were quite okay.
Dom went to Penang since last Friday then went back to Cheras on Monday,the day that i went to Malacca.I dont know about Alby.uhm,next time la,Alby,Dom,kita g lepak sama.Those pictures are arranged accordingly.

wht to do in a large field like this?concert paramore la.hehe

give me a white car.this belongs to the late Tunku Abdul Rahman,used upon his arrival from London thing2.outside of the museum of istana kesultanan melaka.entrance fee:rm2.00

dont ask why i m sitting like as if i was watching a movie,etc.haha
still inside of the museum,we are not allowed to use footwear.


malacca is freakingly damn hot.dont believe?see the picture.had to take off my outer shirt.luckily i had my singlet on.pole dancing is not something that i was born to do.

cant believe tht i was actually there.


climbing up the stairs was tiring.see,i was sweating like hell.


tombstone.

this is not a sad pose ,mkay?i was reading the writing on the floor.it says bout smthing on original grave of someone tht i dont know is not there?ntah la.i x remember tho.
this is the place where ppl throw coins.maybe for used the government to connserve "a famosa."
this place,local ppl called it rumah merah.n here,yup.i took off my t shirt again.panas bha,not trying to be sexy tho.i m not one of those "plastic girls".haha

did i mention i touch a snake?haha.so true.because there are ppl around there making money by asking us to take pictures with their animals,like iguana n snakes.but i didnt want to take photos wth animals that day.just a slight touch.museum kapal,if i m not mistaken.but i didnt enter.cuz,it was closed at the moment we arrived.

thanks for viewing.=)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

living the KL dream

to my wife:Cynthia Eva.
Life sucks without you.wht else can I say?I wake up,feeling lonely every day.I sleep,feeling babi every night.When I was with you,every night b4 i fell off to sleep,mmg i would kacau2 until u marah2.haha.then,the next morning,mmg i'd b able to find u masih tido dgn air liur basi kat muka kw.haha.dah ya kan,ba..mmg ko marah2,sbb ko agyk mok tido.patung mashimaro ku,mmg ko curi dari ku,k cover muka kw.xpa bha,xda ku manas.haha.dah ya,kita 2 nang bgn around 10 am la mun weekends,mandi ahey.dah ya,tapau mknan dari dewan,eksen tapau k org,maka,diri kdirik mok mkn lebih ayam bha.haha.dah ya,makan kdk babi jak,mun dah knyang,xmok angkat2..biar dudok jak.dah ya,dah abis bloyar,bok angkat.pukul 3 pm mcm ya,tido balit.kita mmg biarkan containers x dicuci.ROCK bha,kan,eba?dah ya,tido.dgr owg bising2..owh..paduhal dah pukul 6pm.br tbgn pukul 6,dari katil,kita 2 jerit"woi,sapa mandi udah kawu ah?aku k?"pasya,.tido balit.kdg2,xgi prep..hehe.mkn2 jak keja.boring bha kat kl,xda kawu ba.i miss u.

all my curses go to you.

nasib la.i informed u all bout my laptop rosak,then,yesterday we went to fix it.makin rosak ada la.sial.dah la around rm80 gara2 mok re-format ,jadi lebih teruk.i curse u,Richard.u wont have any girlfriend for u have transformed my baby(laptop) into something that i dont know how to use.i cant even view you tube videos,on9 fb well.sial.seribu kali sial.on top of that,u cheated my money. i hate it when ppl r cheating on me.mlm nie,i curse you,u wont be able to eat bcause u cant seem to find where is ur maggi mee.apa2 jak la.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

hit me with a joy wand.

herroh.hm.my laptop rosak since last sunday.now,i m using my friend's one.n ,chemistry tutorial that day sucks.i suck.that paper was not.but i was.i m surely gonna get low marks for that.ugh.let it be.wht has been done,it's done.n,i m not going home this 11 days of deepavali holidays. i m freakingly sad,okay?it's gonna be boring.my soul is feeling a bit down.hm.oh,gosh,someone!hit me with a joy wand!bye,ppl.see u some day later.
with lots of love&kisses,muah
-annyss

Friday, October 9, 2009

if you only knew.

if u only knew,
that i miss u so much.
since u have been gone,
a part of me is lost too.
I never have said that i miss you,
cuz i know n i do realize that i mean nothing to you.
i never said that i love you,
because i got an instinct that once i said these words,
u're either gonna laugh at me or u'll be surrounded with guilt to to reject me.
No matter how much love i have for you,
they are not important to you.
Cuz,i somehow know,
that i dont have a place in ur heart.
u got someone else,i think.




If u only knew,
that every song I sing,I sing for you.
it's like,ALMOST everything nice that i see,
i picture that i am going to share them with you.

If u only knew,
how hard it was for me trying to let you go.



IF U ONLY KNEW,
how strong it is my desire to be with you,
to sit close,next to you.to feel you.
if u dont want to talk to me,it's fine tho.
i know.aku sedar diri.i might put u to sleep.
ku membosankan bagi u.
at least i could feel ur presence.
cant u see?
i m that desperate now.


i dont mind if u failed academically,or got all of your marks written in red in ur report card,
I DONT CARE.
it's not like i'm gonna marry ur report card!
all i want is u.
not ur car,not ur money,not ur guitar,
not nothing. i only want u.
u n only u.
i dont want ur clothes,not ur hp number,no nothing.
just u.
U
U
U.
i make a wish upon a star,EVERY night ,so that,
on one sweet day,i'd have a chance to hear,to see, n to know that u need me.
only me,
like i do now.
oh how i wish that someday,i'd be able to see ur incoming call in my hp.
oh how i wish that u'll send me a text"gd morning.how's ur sleep?i m quite busy today,but i want u to know,i got u on my mind .so,dont u worry bout a thing k?"


i need u.
i miss you.do know that?
i need you.do u know that?
i love you.do u know that?
i've been waiting,hoping in vain.do you know that?
i m sure that u know.
maybe after reading this,u might say"just let go,yol.i m not good for u.u deserve better..forget bout me,then u'll find ur new life".bla2.
but,sorry.i want u to know,
i tried forgetting you,but u somehow,still stuck on my mind.
give me a chance,will you?Please?

i miss u like hell.

Sweet Lord Jesus,
I know that i've asked lots of things before,
but this time,in this thing,
all I want is just A chance,ONE chance.
U know what I mean.
I need this one chance,so that i'll feel like a human again.Amen.

p/s:i m sorry if this kinda creep u guys out.if it's too emo,too me,too over,etc.I cant please everyone.that's just me.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

my tribute.

Sweet Lord,
Thank You for this zillion-th times of living.
U know how fragile,clumsy I am,deep down inside.
U know every corner of my heart,every tears that i've cried,
every whisper that I have said,without anyone noticing it
Thank You cuz U have given me another chance to survive.
What else can I say,dear Lord?
Thank You,with all of my heart,soul and body.
Amen.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

u give me butterflies.

u're not like all those other guys that i've been with
i like ur scent,ur smell.
u showed me things i never knew,
u know exactly where to take me,
u know what to do,to say
so i just let you do what u'd do,
u showed me the beauty of rain,stars,darkness n nights
u showed me the wonders of the sun,days and fluffy clouds,
I asked myself,"am i dreaming?"
then i heard,
"u must be thinking that this is one of your fantasies,but,u're not dreaming,deng".
oh gosh!

dedicated to Fadly

with a message;you're jerk.i like its chorus.suits you.but it's ok tho.u showed me wht it feels like to b in love.

so i guess,no more birthday celebrations together,no more late-night drives together,

no more break-ins into places anymore.

no more nothing.no more you.

you're my tranquilizer too.

u always said,

"asal ku dekat kw,mmg ko pdh ngantok"

(p/s to readers:bukan yg x-rated tu)

u know that i got insomnia ,right?

whenever i was around u,

my heart skipped in funny ways.

relaxed n uncontrollable at the same time.

but now u're treating me just like another stranger,

so i m dedicating this song to you.

i would like to sing this song on ur wedding day,just to crash ur wedding.

haha.no la.i wont do that.

so,ppl,here's the lyrics(not accurate cuz i m lazy to paste the whole lyrics):

If i'm a bad person, you don't like me

I guess i'll make my own wayIt's a circle

A mean cycle

I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? your jury?What's my offense this time?

You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me

Well sentence me to another life.


Don't wanna hear your sad songs

I don't wanna feel your pain

When you swear it's all my fault

Cause you know we're not the same

Oh we're not the same

The friends who stuck together

We wrote our names in blood

But I guess you can't accept that the change is good

It's good,It's good
You treat me just like another stranger

Well it's nice to meet you sir

I guess i'll go

I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened

Any longer and I wouldn't have made it

It's not a war no, it's not a rapture

I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that once fooled me

They won't get you anywhere

I'm not the same kid from your memory

Now I can fend for myself







Saturday, October 3, 2009

songs r related to life.


whenever i bump into someone hot,nice(a.k.a perfect),one of the songs related to this situation would be:

-Kat DeLuna-Am I dreaming?

-lonestar-amazed


start having a HEAVY"crush on someone:

-The Veronicas-Untouched

-Lady Gaga-Paparazzi

Paramore-Adore


whenever i tend to like someone that i shouldnt have liked:

Paramore-I caught myself


when guys that i dont like tend to like me:

Paramore-Pressure

-3oh3?-dont trust me.


when i'm "in love(imagination) mode(as if i hv a boifren):

-The used-I caught fire

Avril-I will be


when i'm pissed off due to ignorance by stupid guys:

Paramore-ignorance


when i just cant believe that i'm loved by sm1 i really like:

paramore:just like me


when i tried to forget someone,but tend to remember him AGAIN,even after few years:

Scorpion-I'm still loving you.

-gary moore-still got the blues for you

Jordin sparks-tattoo


songs that i'll listen to when i know that i'll love that guy like, forever:

-Bon jovi-always

-bon jovi-i'll be there for you

aerosmith-i x wanna miss a thing


when i feel positive in forgetting some1:

-robbie williams-betterman

-blind melon-lemon tree.

-gun & roses-november rain

-rod steward&amy belle-i dont wanna talk about it.


hehe.i only include some of the songs la.too lazy to list down all.