Friday, December 18, 2009

that's where I want to be,yeah.

currently in the middle of doing my lab reports.we have like,8 reports to do,this Christmas season.I feel like crying doing all these shit,during this holy,festive season.*sigh*

and I haven't seen any Christmas decorations yet.I thought of going this weekend.but,these shit are holding me back.While MOST of my friends are at home,baking cakes,decorating X'mas tree,I'm still here,dealing with my study.so sad.i feel down.nothing can lift my soul up now.who cares?i want to be with my family at home,and I dont care whether it's gonna be at home in Miri or Bintulu. I demand to be around them so badly.*huaaaaagggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!
Merry X'mas everyone.yeah,you guys go n have a good time while I m doing my lab reports here. =(
p/s:does anyone here know where to find shisha in Miri?
DO TELL ME!please and thank you.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

watching us from Heaven while we pray for you.

My deepest sympathy goes to Yen's and family.It must have been really hard for them.Though I'm not a really close friend of them,but,I can feel the feeling of losing your loved ones.I've lost my beloved grandma.She lost her battle in cancer.*sigh.Miss u.and after that,eie,too many relatives of mine died.My greatgrandma. *feel like crying. *better stop.
I dont want to talk much bout it,cuz I dont want to blog with tears hitting on my keyboard.It must be really hard for lil' Yon who was very close to her late father.and,very depressing for all of them.Be strong.keep the faith.It must be a real burden for them to handle,since they lost their father few weeks before Christmas.Deepest sympathy for you guys.I know,Uncle Sudin is watching us from Heaven as we are praying for him.He's with Jesus now.He was a man of faith,I know.
to Yon:be strong,little one.
to Yen:get a grip.pull urself together.comfort ur mum.since u r the eldest n ur dad is no longer around(physically) to comfort ur mum.
to aunty:keep the faith.Jesus loves him.

as you guys are going through of this hardest phase of your life,my family n I,will pray for Uncle's soul and pray so that God will help all of you to get through all this.(He will)
be strong.
keep the faith.

Try to look on the positive side:
He's gone to meet Jesus
Jesus is lifting up,
removing the burden away from his shoulders.

He's no longer in pain.
Jesus loves him.
And Jesus also wants you to be happy.
For it is written in the Bible,
He wants us to be happy.
Never He has said,
"I demand your sadness."
I know,some people might say,easy for me to say this.but,nop,not really.I know how terrible it feels like to lose someone,smthing.
But,here I am,blogging,giving my BEST EFFORT to comfort this family who has lost their member.Father of two beautiful growing up daughters:Yon and Yen.and Aunty who has lost her husband.be strong.you are all covered with our prayers.

and,I am appreciating my mum's and my dad's presence.Thankful to God the Almighty for He has given n blessed me with love,through my family.For I still have my parents,my siblings,my family.
I shall treasure every moment of this Christmas celebration with my family,not hanging around too much with my friends.
To be honest,I was a naive girl who was really into love-thingy,and I used to love guys MORE than I love my family.Oh God!i was a jerk.but,that was me,few years ago.now,i do hope that I will still love my family more than anything.cuz they gave me unconditional love,but boys?
ugh.They suck love,life,money out of me.
I LOVE YOU,FAMILY.


Sunday, December 13, 2009