surprise

some say you're as cold as ice

to break you,i have to pay the price

some say I'm unwise

to melt you is a surprise.

1st song bha in 2009

i miss you

G

I walked up the staircase,

D

Headed straight to my bathroom,

Em Am D

Stripped naked and let the water to wash me all over

G D

Then I wore ur grey t-shirt and put on my shortpants

Em Am D

I didn't really feel like using my undergarments

G D

But i wore my V-string,anyway,then I went downstairs

Em Am D

with every room I went, I swear I could almost see you

C G C G

cho:was that ur breath that I breathe? was that ur touch that I felt?

C Am D G

everything that I did remind me of you, I miss you

I turned around but you were oh,nowhere in sight

I curled up on this sofa,pulled ur shirt close to my nose

G...............................

just to feel you near

I cant wait to see u again and to cuddle in ur arms

to sing songs every night with you

Am D

and maybe,

Am D

just maybe,dance a little

oh don't u worry bout a thing,my baby

I'll be here just waiting for you to come home

cho:~

G

I MISS YOU

C

I MISS YOU

D

I MISS YOU

G

i miss you

hahahhahahahaa

i love u

if he's not u

then i prefer not

u're the only one

tht i want

y can't u see that i need u?

and this desire BURNS inside me

like a wildfire

oh,it's a WILDFIRE

that i'm talking about

oh,call my name n

i will suddenly forget how to speak

take a look at me n

i will suddenly forget how to stand

n i'd hope tht u'll catch me

when i fall in your arms

cuz my knees are shaking whenever
u look at me.

kiss me but i don't want to sound bitchy

by saying this but i noe

that it's the thing tht'll make me feel alive

no need to say much

only by your gaze,u make me lose my breath

oh,make me forget how to breathe

until i forget my own name

take me to a place where it's going to be

just me n u.

but if i run away from u

STOP ME n TEACH me

how to love u right

cuz i'm a weirdo who's scared to love

someone that i love

but i want u to know this well:

I LOVE YOU

hoping silently

i saw u yesterday with a girl

and i tried to convince myself

that both of you are not a couple

so i drove home alone

as i turned up the volume of the stereo

i bang my head against the steering wheel

trying to block out the image of u n her

i thought that it won't hurt me

but what hurt me the most was

seeing you with her

and i never thought that my teardrops

will hit the ground as i paced around in my house

i was there all along

u were there all along

why can't u see that i need u all this time?

i just can't tell u how i really feel to u

but u should have know it..

or,maybe u don't even care?!

i was hoping in silence,baby dear!

n it hurts like hell.

i know i played around so many times before

but none of them mean a thing to me
cuz all dat matters to me is You.

addicted to white!

i want a white electric guitar!

but,i'm thankful with what i have now.

th0se were the days =)

• AMANDA LAPOK
• ROSCELLA INJA
• YOLANDER JENNISSIE
• OLIVIA NALA
• AUDREY UDING
• REX RANDELL
  

yolander jennissie ak willie.
hehe..when i was just a kiddo.

Philomina N YOLANDER. haha..zaman tadika

IT'S SO DIFFICULT TO "ADD IMAGE" WO!SO,I'D STOP HERE!
eventhough i want to post more n more n MORE!

starting it off

Dear blog,

HAHA..can't believe tht I am actually blogging this right NOW.

And I was like thinking about creating MY OWN BLOG POST,for the past few

freaking days(since an old fren of mine,REX FONSEKA asked me whter i hv a blog or not. *we chatted using windows live messenger. and,i told him,"NO,I DONT HAVE ONE".

But then,after i read DALE LIAN'S blog so many times before(and I LIKE DALE'S BLOG!),

I thought,"why not?I'd give it a shot to blog.my blog won't hurt anyone,won't hurt any soul.AND WHO CARES IF MY GRAMMAR SUCKS?"

It's MY BLOG,anyway..haha

Let's just wait & see how things will carry on (in this whole blogging thing.)
Maybe if i hate my own blog,then,I'll say goodbye to blogging!

but,if i still like it,then,hehe..i'll keep on blogging,no matter how bad n boring my posts are..

reminder:it's MY OWN BLOG!

AND NOW..

I JUST GOT BACK FROM CHURCH AND IT WAS THE 1ST TIME WITHOUT MY NEW FRIEND a.k.a BM MASS GUITARIST DOMINIC LIAN.

he's gone.and it's so like *ugh.DEAD boring.DOnt know why tho.maybe it was because he was not there to play guitar wth rex & I.

karen played organ. na..that's why la..haha.

and i watched her played. *uhmm..

i joined choir also bha!i sat at the front row all by myself!

and i felt dead stupid because the choir,the songs,the mass proper was a MESS,COMPLETE DISASTER!

AND,DONT FORGET!I SAT AT THE FRONT ROW ALL BY MYSELF AND PEOPLE WERE STARING AT US.

BUT,IT DOESN'T MATTER LA EWH!!

I WAS THERE,AT CHURCH TO MEET MY #1 BOYFRIEND:JESUS CHRIST!

P/S:I M NOT TRYING TO SAY THAT I PLAY GUITAR BETTER THAN KAREN THO..

BUT,I AM WONDERING WHY IS THAT SHE DOESNT WANT REX AND YOLANDER TO PLAY GUITAR THIS WEEK AH??

SOLO PERFOMANCE LA THAT.

HEHE..no offense ewh.

remember:MY BLOG!

HEHE.

I'M DONE. 10PM,17TH MAY '09