Sunday, August 30, 2009

i m a little chicken!


i was prepared to feel..relieved.

Having u know about everything,not needing to keep secrets from you.

But i dont expect to feel more than that,as much as i really do want.

i like it.

it makes me..HAPPY.





hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahha.


the craziness in me.the insanity in me.

the immaturity in me.

the imperfection in me.the perfection in me.

the flawless in me.

the ugliness in me.the beauty in me.

the one and only=me.

Monday, August 24, 2009

finally.

i'm satisfied.i've just finished watching "the orphan" n i'm quite satisfied with the ending and i m gonna quit here.the search of nice fucking ending on movies has just ended,ppl.x want to watch any horror@thriller movies anymore.not for now.guess wht people,i was too scared last night that i couldnt sleep.so i went to sleep with my friend.tq,jess.

for you only cuz i L.O.V.E U. =)

i love my boobs,i love my ass.but among these two,i love you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
it's your day and i love you.
you're the closest thing to heaven that i've ever been.
eventhough we're miles apart,
but u're always in my heart.
thank you 4 everything.
hugs n kisses.
xoxo.MUAH!haha
if i was a lesbigun,MAYBE i'd tackle you.haha.rmber that?we always talk like tht.n comfortable with it.cuz we are not the lesbiguns.but we love each other.hehe.we feel comfortable sleeping in each other's arm.
eba,i wish you the very best in life.n i do hope that we'll be together,somehow.i hope u'll marry the guy that u really love and the guy loves u deeply,cuz u deserve the best.when u're married,i do hope that u're my neighbour so that i'm closer to you like that.n if i got insomnia,maybe i'd come over to ur house to sleep with you,n i dont think that ur husband will like that.n to "borrow" some salt from u,like wht egbert always say. haha..so..i love u.u n i-we have a very nice n strong bond that's hard to break(hope so).











Sunday, August 23, 2009

still not satisfied.

we went to mid valley to watch movie at Golden Screen Cinema last night.we watched The Screen.and guess wht?the ending of the movie is unsatisfying also.n yup,all of us are still on the search to find the best horror movie.suggestion?

Saturday, August 22, 2009

and so..the devil fell in love with the angel

Built palaces for herself and him.
The devil came
to turn those palaces into graves
He didnt even give a damn.
He left her abandoned,forsaken.
She knows,
once forsaken,forever forgotten.
She can taste her own failure.
Trying to numb the pain
with alcohols and pills
but still she feels blown.
She got no choice.
She made a deal with the devil
to take him back again.
She slit down his throat
burned him alive.
revenge taste sweeter than him
she didn't care,no more.
cuz as he dies,
a part of her comes to life.
There's nothing left.
only her and the burned down palaces.
She looked around
fell on her knees
can't stand on her two fucking feet.
she felt defeated,insulted.
but she won herself over him.
what she had created,had been destroyed.
and as the palaces burn,
she bled.
she stepped outside to break through
and the sun shone on her skin.
she felt satisfaction boiling in her blood.
but the story didnt end there somehow.
with the knife that she used to slit him,
she brought it closer
to kill herself.
the devil came running towards her
and stopped her in time.
to save her from herself.
and there you have it,
two worlds collide.





p/s:for fun. =)

another unsatisfying ending

we watched movie(again) last night.from 11 plus pm till midnight plus++.around 1 am,we slept and this morning all of us woke up late.super late..the ending of the "coming soon" movie is not that good la.it is as if the ending is the climax.there's no climax in the movie.the plot of the movie is kinda like the same,no climax at all.but,yup.i was scared b4 we watched the movie.i didnt even close the toilet door when i pee cuz the image of the ghost is haunting me.haha.i warned jess n elin not to peak la.i was deadly scared,okay?i didnt do it on purpose.


we all minta each other to accompany cuz we were scared(that's b4 we watched the movie).then,after the movie ended,ok2 la.to me,the ending should be like this :the "ghost" should be vanished,somehow.either by finding her body or by burning down the movie set ka..i dont care.i just need to see a nice,fucking ending.

Friday, August 21, 2009

unsatisfying ending on a beautiful night

i was screaming like hell when we watched Friday the 13th movie,when i saw beheaded n bloody scenes,(not during the x-rated part la,ppl.haha).luckily,elin was sitting beside me,so i got her to hold.haha.jess pulak,eksen2,tgk dekat2.haha.
"yol,kw nang mcm tok ka nangga cita antu or nangga wyg thriller?
mcm tok kw esok ka mun d mbak mek owg nangga wyg?"-jess
"aok,la.knk?haha"-yol
"mmalukan jak.xblh ekot ko esok."-jess
i x want b left at home alone.so i tried to impress jess.haha.branikan diri tgk cita ya.maintain cool la tek.kira ok la udah ya.less screaming.the ending of the story is terrible,i must say.how come Jason comes back to life?!cheating la!i hate the ending.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Thursday, August 6, 2009

homie.






















i'm looooooooooovvvvvvin' it!

mr daniel:i have an announcement to make.
there'll be NO CHE CLASS TOMORROW.
us all(including Sabir Ali):yeah!!!weekends!!movies!!!cheer!!!WOhoooo!
and that means,I dont have any classes to attend tomorrow.haha.cuz,math's or phy,i m x sure,is also cancelled..nananananana.wohoo!
p/s:lecturers,tq.that's brilliant.haha.replace the classes nxt tyme,yah.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

can i ?

it's dark and i think i am lost,
can i stay with you?
someone stole my heart
and lost it somewhere
and i couldn't track it down,
i've lost it
i'm heartless.
can i stay in yours?

miles away from those i love

define home:home is where your heart is.
define heart:heart is a cosy place where your loved ones stay.

i'm not at home,and hence,i don't have a heart either.far away from home,it sucks la.not nice.luckily,i have some frens wth me,so okay la..
and,this is one of them.Hilda,hehe..u're waiting for this,aren't you? =)

Sunday, August 2, 2009

it wasn't anyone's fault.then,it's mine?

like wht my housemate said when we ate breakfast at KfC yesterday,it's not "his" problem if I like him.but,it's mine.n yes.i do agree with that.To think clearly,i was like,yup,it's me.I was the one fell down on his knees.ya la...it's a stupid thing called love la.who would have expect tht I was going to fall for him anyway?I thought that i was strong enuf to resist him.but,hell no.nama dah,FALLING IN LOVE.we DONT choose to fall,do we?like that la.i fell into the deepest,darkest pit of all cuz i thought that he's there to catch me once i fall for him.n i got my girl friends around me to hold me up,so that i wont fall fall fall..but,i fell.now,it seems like i m still in that pit n i m trying to get out,find a sunshine.but,i m not going to blame myself either.it's just a part of "growing" thing in life.does it hurt?uhm.not really.breaking up is kinda easy if u have friends,family to talk to.but,unfortunately,they are miles away from me.n i have to call them.money ?wasted..nvr mind.as long as i m happy.define happy?happy means being able to sleep well at night and waking up without feeling lonely.can i ? hope so.i'll be alright,but maybe not tonight.