stressed out!!!!!

i went to church last sunday,on 21st june(if I'm not mistaken),

then i felt like a SHARP SPEAR pierced straight through me when I saw only Nek B n uncle king played guitars bha..

it's just so...EMPTY?

yeah,maybe "empty" is the word(tho it's not the BEST WORD to describe how it really looked like..~poor in vocab~)

should i play this week?nek b keeps on asking me to play.

But,ugh,i x hv cnfidence anymore.

i SUX at palying guitar bha!

n,DOM'S also not around.at least,if he's around,he'll play the lead,Rex'll play the strumm n i just follow rex's strumming. okay??!!

I JUST DONNO K??!I DONT WANT TO PLAY CUZ I FEEL STUPID.