forget bout Johnny Depp,etc.meet this guy:hot kan?
ooh la la..haha new moon is out this november.i do hope yg my boyfriend ni will sit next to me tyme movie premier.if i got u,wont let you go.haha.ever.
if girls are mostly crazy bout this blood-sucker a.k.a. vampire Robert Pattinson,i dont really care bout him n bella.i like Jacob n Ashley,semua la..except them,bella n edward.they are kinda stiff..haha Yol:aku suka Twilight bha. Yon:Sama la! Rex n Dom:aku x pham pahal owg suka twilight. Yol:ada jumpa x novel New moon bha k ku? Rex:xda. Someone i x remember:ada bha. Yol:na..apa nya padah ada? Rex:maybe ada la ,Yol.tapi,mungkin mata ku x nmpak sbb ku anti gilak dgn Twilight.
BILA LAGI NAK BALIK RUMAH?call me lame,but i love Jesus. call me childish,but i love my family. p/s:tgk tu,kat my pillow ada stitched my name:annyss.hehe.i miss sleeping in this room.
i suddenly recalled our last family vacation to kuching when i was in form 4.haha.tetiba tringat cuz i was uploading malacca pictures but i was not with my family for the malacca trip.omg.i miss them a lot la.
saat gila2 ini lah yang saya suka.
non-sarawkians,this is not my house.it's a village for tourists.n we sarawakians,dont live on trees. this is my bro,max,super excited utk mnyumpit. dear sexy people, before i went to Malacca that day,my life was in vain. i want to go home. see how depressed i was.i didnt know wht to do.
i know how to lukis guna henna.ini tgn adik saya.tht day i made for myself n my friend.quite nice la.haha.puji diri sendiri.bcause i google-searched image on tribal tattoos,so yup,i tried my best untuk buat.the one that i made for my sis mmg xsama dgn my henna la.i x know where did i put my henna pictures.biarla.go ahead n laugh if the henna drawing looks like shit to you.hehe.tapi,mine really nice!xhave butterflies2 thingy like my sister's.
hmm..k la,people.once again,thanks for viewing. with love,hugs,kisses.muah. daa~take care.
location:malacca date:20.09.2010 time:noon till 5pm deepavali holidays for 11 days. staying with:karen's family. comment:Malacca is another place like home to me.There's this one place called Sg. Udang,where it seems to me like another mini Sarawak n mini Sabah. cuz lots of Swkian n Sabahan are there,n we even went to eat kolok mee there.haha.truly Swak huh?n that coffee shop even pasang lagu iban bha. =)
so,last deepavali holidays were quite okay. Dom went to Penang since last Friday then went back to Cheras on Monday,the day that i went to Malacca.I dont know about Alby.uhm,next time la,Alby,Dom,kita g lepak sama.Those pictures are arranged accordingly.
wht to do in a large field like this?concert paramore la.hehe
give me a white car.this belongs to the late Tunku Abdul Rahman,used upon his arrival from London thing2.outside of the museum of istana kesultanan melaka.entrance fee:rm2.00
dont ask why i m sitting like as if i was watching a movie,etc.haha still inside of the museum,we are not allowed to use footwear.
malacca is freakingly damn hot.dont believe?see the picture.had to take off my outer shirt.luckily i had my singlet on.pole dancing is not something that i was born to do.
cant believe tht i was actually there.
climbing up the stairs was tiring.see,i was sweating like hell.
tombstone. this is not a sad pose ,mkay?i was reading the writing on the floor.it says bout smthing on original grave of someone tht i dont know is not there?ntah la.i x remember tho. this is the place where ppl throw coins.maybe for used the government to connserve "a famosa." this place,local ppl called it rumah merah.n here,yup.i took off my t shirt again.panas bha,not trying to be sexy tho.i m not one of those "plastic girls".haha did i mention i touch a snake?haha.so true.because there are ppl around there making money by asking us to take pictures with their animals,like iguana n snakes.but i didnt want to take photos wth animals that day.just a slight touch.museum kapal,if i m not mistaken.but i didnt enter.cuz,it was closed at the moment we arrived.
to my wife:Cynthia Eva. Life sucks without you.wht else can I say?I wake up,feeling lonely every day.I sleep,feeling babi every night.When I was with you,every night b4 i fell off to sleep,mmg i would kacau2 until u marah2.haha.then,the next morning,mmg i'd b able to find u masih tido dgn air liur basi kat muka kw.haha.dah ya kan,ba..mmg ko marah2,sbb ko agyk mok tido.patung mashimaro ku,mmg ko curi dari ku,k cover muka kw.xpa bha,xda ku manas.haha.dah ya,kita 2 nang bgn around 10 am la mun weekends,mandi ahey.dah ya,tapau mknan dari dewan,eksen tapau k org,maka,diri kdirik mok mkn lebih ayam bha.haha.dah ya,makan kdk babi jak,mun dah knyang,xmok angkat2..biar dudok jak.dah ya,dah abis bloyar,bok angkat.pukul 3 pm mcm ya,tido balit.kita mmg biarkan containers x dicuci.ROCK bha,kan,eba?dah ya,tido.dgr owg bising2..owh..paduhal dah pukul 6pm.br tbgn pukul 6,dari katil,kita 2 jerit"woi,sapa mandi udah kawu ah?aku k?"pasya,.tido balit.kdg2,xgi prep..hehe.mkn2 jak keja.boring bha kat kl,xda kawu ba.i miss u.
nasib la.i informed u all bout my laptop rosak,then,yesterday we went to fix it.makin rosak ada la.sial.dah la around rm80 gara2 mok re-format ,jadi lebih teruk.i curse u,Richard.u wont have any girlfriend for u have transformed my baby(laptop) into something that i dont know how to use.i cant even view you tube videos,on9 fb well.sial.seribu kali sial.on top of that,u cheated my money. i hate it when ppl r cheating on me.mlm nie,i curse you,u wont be able to eat bcause u cant seem to find where is ur maggi mee.apa2 jak la.
herroh.hm.my laptop rosak since last sunday.now,i m using my friend's one.n ,chemistry tutorial that day sucks.i suck.that paper was not.but i was.i m surely gonna get low marks for that.ugh.let it be.wht has been done,it's done.n,i m not going home this 11 days of deepavali holidays. i m freakingly sad,okay?it's gonna be boring.my soul is feeling a bit down.hm.oh,gosh,someone!hit me with a joy wand!bye,ppl.see u some day later. with lots of love&kisses,muah -annyss
if u only knew, that i miss u so much. since u have been gone, a part of me is lost too. I never have said that i miss you, cuz i know n i do realize that i mean nothing to you. i never said that i love you, because i got an instinct that once i said these words, u're either gonna laugh at me or u'll be surrounded with guilt to to reject me. No matter how much love i have for you, they are not important to you. Cuz,i somehow know, that i dont have a place in ur heart. u got someone else,i think.
If u only knew, that every song I sing,I sing for you. it's like,ALMOSTeverything nice that i see, i picture that i am going to share them with you.
If u only knew, how hard it was for me trying to let you go.
IF U ONLY KNEW, how strong it is my desire to be with you, to sit close,next to you.to feel you. if u dont want to talk to me,it's fine tho. i know.aku sedar diri.i might put u to sleep. ku membosankan bagi u. at least i could feel ur presence. cant u see? i m that desperate now.
i dont mind if u failed academically,or got all of your marks written in red in ur report card, I DONT CARE. it's not like i'm gonna marry ur report card! all i want is u. not ur car,not ur money,not ur guitar, not nothing. i only want u. u n only u. i dont want ur clothes,not ur hp number,no nothing. just u. U U U. i make a wish upon astar,EVERY night ,so that, on one sweet day,i'd have a chance to hear,to see, n to know that u need me. only me, like i do now. oh how i wish that someday,i'd be able to see ur incoming call in my hp. oh how i wish that u'll send me a text"gd morning.how's ur sleep?i m quite busy today,but i want u to know,i got u on my mind .so,dont u worry bout a thing k?"
i need u. i miss you.do know that? i need you.do u know that? i love you.do u know that? i've been waiting,hoping in vain.do you know that? i m sure that u know. maybe after reading this,u might say"just let go,yol.i m not good for u.u deserve better..forget bout me,then u'll find ur new life".bla2. but,sorry.i want u to know, i tried forgetting you,but u somehow,still stuck on my mind. give me a chance,will you?Please? i miss u like hell. Sweet Lord Jesus, I know that i've asked lots of things before, but this time,in this thing, all I want is just A chance,ONE chance. U know what I mean. I need this one chance,so that i'll feel like a human again.Amen. p/s:i m sorry if this kinda creep u guys out.if it's too emo,too me,too over,etc.I cant please everyone.that's just me.
Sweet Lord, Thank You for this zillion-th times of living. U know how fragile,clumsy I am,deep down inside. U know every corner of my heart,every tears that i've cried, every whisper that I have said,without anyone noticing it Thank You cuz U have given me another chance to survive. What else can I say,dear Lord? Thank You,with all of my heart,soul and body. Amen.
u're not like all those other guys that i've been with i like ur scent,ur smell. u showed me things i never knew, u know exactly where to take me, u know what to do,to say so i just let you do what u'd do, u showed me the beauty of rain,stars,darkness n nights u showed me the wonders of the sun,days and fluffy clouds, I asked myself,"am i dreaming?" then i heard, "u must be thinking that this is one of your fantasies,but,u're not dreaming,deng".♥ oh gosh!