sprinkling pixie dusts.hoping for a miracle.

i hope u feel the way i feel
i hope ur brain jams
hope u cant breathe whenever u think of me
i hope that when u dont hear me,u'll feel like dying
i hope u r dead
i dont wish u well
u broke me
u caught me
u trapped me
n i do hope that u'll feel the misery that i feel
i hope u cant eat,n whenever u see food,u see my face
even if u do eat,after forcing urself,i hope u'd choke
i hope u cant breathe n u need a life support just to inhale some oxygen
n exhale that poisonous carbon dioxide
i'll forgive u,but not now
but i m sure i cant forget the way u hurt me somehow
i tried to go with the flow
u dominated me-so much
till i dont know who i am
till i dont know how to think
what to think
cuz u somehow got ur own way to make me think of u
that's so brilliant of u
n so stupid of me
i wake up everyday with jealousy on my mind
cuz i noe u dont think of me with every new day that u have
in the same way that i think of u
n it makes me wonder
makes me so stressful,just to think of u
trying hard to move on but can i?
that day will comes when u feel this way
n i no longer feel bout u this way
i m a fool for u,yeah,now
later?who knows?
table turns.
i have to breathe,breathe u out from my lungs
u lived in me-i noe that
u took away my heart,my pride
but luckily i didnt give my all away
u took n took
but nver gave
what the hell is wrong with you?
u took over me
n it's not that nice of u
i m looking forward for that day to come
when i no longer have u on my mind first thing in the morning when i wake up