uhm.it's killing me

dear blog,

31st may 09:countdown to gawai at ulu.

after midnight:just me,him,ija&liang,my kazen ddek =alone.blm ada Maju dat tyme

BEST NITE EVER

1st july,wth him.uhmm..

2nd july,i made him stay,

he called me 'deng"apu..it means sayanggg..so sweet bha..gawai llabi,he cared 4 me,asked whter i'm sick o not n even offer to search my hps tgther,mlm gawai antu,ppl bz,so,can't be 2gther.

3rd july,gawai antu.MY MAXIS .uhm,chanda,my lil kazen hugged me all the time cuz she was scared.he mabok.tido awal.my other kazens kantoi wth their parents.haha,nasib baik,both of us x.

DAY 1;I MISS HIM

DAY 2;MISS HIM MORE

DAY 3;MISS HIMMMMMM

~it goes on

n THIS LOVE BTWEEN US NEEDS ME TO B STRONGER CUZ this is difficult.

xsangka i fall in lurve wth him

he used to love me,i ignored.haha.ksian my syg. :D

BUT,I CANT HELP IT BHA.