your body is a wonderland.

looking for any shops that want to buy dresses and tops in Miri

2011-12-17T13:31:00.003+08:00

i am looking for people who want to buy clothes from me.anything,e-mail me :alternative_xtian@yahoo.com.

especially those who are in miri,or any part in sarawak

sing for the moment

2011-11-19T19:04:00.003+08:00

another video of me.i will look up to this and think how young i was back then.haha.cover for skyscrapper.here's the link: me.

me. :P

2011-10-07T18:54:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvaaRn0aaMo

hey this is me .first attempt.i love to sing .
i sing because i want to .not to impress.not to compete.
it's because i am enjoying it.

For it is all written.

2011-10-02T21:53:00.003+08:00

..and who are we to change what the Creator has written?all we do is to live,accept the fact and fulfill anything that He has written for all of us.I just hope so,everyone will somehow find the strength to pull it all together and keep your chin up and smile for tomorrow, is a brighter day.All my life,i have been through stormy ,windy and very little and countable sunny days.and it annoys me sometimes when people ask me,why are you doing this that blah blah blah to yourself?i will be like,ugh,dude,do u think that i fucking want to be like this?What i have been through,all I know is that we can only feel what we could feel.U get what i mean or not?hahas.it's too complicated to explain for those who are not experiencing it.but anyways,i wont go into the details. In my life,all I know is that life has made me believe that i am just like a "shadow".U know,like i know, i dont shine.i m always be the one who watching people surrounded by happiness but i m the who left alone,abandoned.just like a shadow.but keeping this in mind ,preparing myself for stormy weather,here's what keeps me going :

keep your face watching the sun,then u won't see the shadow.

what is your definition of entertainment?

2011-04-18T18:12:00.001+08:00

what is your definition of entertainment?

Answer here

there's no rule.

2011-04-10T17:39:00.002+08:00

Remember when we were younger and people always say
"be good towards others and they will treat you good"
Well.tell me,has that line helped you all this while?
i have learned this through the hard way.
I dont know about y'all but as for me,
People will always take what they think belong to them
and they're gonna take it anyway,hard or easy way.
So screw it.Don't believe that if you do good,people will surely do you good.
If the line was to be true,then the words
"backstabber," "lies", "betrayed" wont ever exist.
My point is,do whatever pleases you.

don't you know we are not the same?

2011-04-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

Some people believe in happy endings
Some people don't.
Some people believe in fairies
so they sprinkle fairies' dust hoping for a miracle.
But some people would rather get wasted away
instead of wishing upon a star.
Some people believe that love lasts forever.
Others see that those people are retarded for they believe in
something which never has existed.
Me?I don't actually sure of what to believe
I am like a sailor who sails the 7 seas,
experiencing monsters of the seas,
believed that mermaids are real but monsters are all i encountered.
Oh how,how a journey of life could change one's perspective.

Radeo's appreciation post

2011-03-17T14:16:00.002+08:00

This,my idol wished me happy birthday on formspring. :)

holy fuck!

2011-03-17T14:12:00.002+08:00

I am 20 on 16th march of 2011 ,bitches! haha. :)

zombies are dead people walking around

2010-12-27T23:09:00.005+08:00

I don't care,I have no soul

I don't give a damn,I have no regrets
I won't be broken,I don't have a heart
I won't fall,because I hold my head up high

in my mind

2010-12-27T20:26:00.002+08:00

I live in a world of fantasy.So keep your reality far far away from me. I see what I want and I want what I see and that it's all okay by me.hahahaha

how do i know if it's okay

2010-12-27T19:47:00.005+08:00

sometimes,I just wish that I don't have to think to make choices.I just hope that things will fall perfectly into pieces .Don't you?Well,I think I know what to do now.I'll just walk away from everything.It's not worth the risk.

whisper some senses into my mind,please?

2010-12-27T19:19:00.004+08:00

Greetings,readers.
Well,to be frank,i sat here in front of my laptop literally for about half an hour trying to find the right words to type,to explain how i really felt.what have i done in this year of 2010.Uhmm.too bad because I can't find any.I just don't know what i'd do anymore.I thought i had it all well-planned. I am just confused now,about everything.And when I mentioned everything,it really means that I have screwed up.So,yeah.

it was all sympathy and simple words of nothingness

2010-12-23T18:16:00.001+08:00

you said you've cried a thousand times
but i dont believe a word of it
you loved it when my heart stopped
so you start to listen
just sit and listen
dont test my words
just believe like i did believe

who am i to say i miss you

listeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.ooooohhhh,fire!wow.

2010-12-22T18:28:00.000+08:00

:D yeah,we'll soar high above the sky. c:

can't wait!

2010-12-22T17:44:00.004+08:00

this girl in black shirt is hot. :D

and as for tonight,i'll sleep with you in my heart. c: c: c:

this story is getting old and I'm tired

2010-12-20T17:12:00.003+08:00

I'm out here on my own. Better now than I was before. But I miss you, and I want you to know. I can't sleep. It's hard to breathe, And I still feel you next to me, and I can see. The first one is the worst one when it comes to a broken heart.You say you want it all.But whose side you fighting for?
I sit and wonder why.There are nights, we sleep, while others they weep with regret, repent.Be strong cause we've got one life to live.

my boyfriend's a vampire

2010-12-18T18:35:00.004+08:00

and he bites and sucks blood,.He is Damon Salvatore. haha ian and zac eff.

excuse me,sir.

2010-12-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

what is the function of a rubbish bin?
newsflash:AS A DECORATION.
that's what we are recently being compelled of,
to believe that we should not throw rubbish into the bin
but to carry the rubbish EVERYWHERE with us.
wow!we're a living garbage bin now!

stop being so self-centered,you faggot

2010-12-18T17:44:00.006+08:00

It's funny how people mistaken themselves for the sun and think the whole universe revolves around them. Why do you think that everything in this world is all about you?What makes you think that my blog is dedicated just for you?Grow up,please?this world doesn't always revolving around you,you know?

Baby, I have no story to be told

2010-12-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling that
We could have had it all

i know that my heart beats for him.

2010-12-17T23:02:00.003+08:00

Dear you,
There has not been a day that I live,after u left,without me going on missing you.You might not remember what we had or what I've been through,all for you.I can't love any other guys like I have loved you.No,not even in a million years.It's like I'm standing 6 feet away from you and not being able to find words to say how much you mean to me.I just want to scream across the whole room to say that i love you,i really do.They say that time will heal.I believed that but I lost my faith.I don't think time heals me.I live,yes, I do,but I feel like a walking zombie.My heart is in your hands and I don't want u to give it to me.I love u too much that I'd give u everything.I'd never be able to love another and never going to make it better than i do it with you.I tried but i just can't forget you.But you know what,deng?i'll go on living with a hope that we'll meet again mkay?ily. and these two songs of Katy Perry pretty much explains how messed up i feel. doesn't matter who i am with,my thoughts are still on you.I FREAKING MISS YOU!and yeah,i'd love to spend my another life with u,deng ,because i believe that in this life,the sun just doesn't shine for us.

never planned that one day,that i'll be losing you. *sigh

listen to this.

2010-12-17T22:58:00.001+08:00

In this song,it says that the artist cannot accept the presence of two lovers in his life.well,that explains pretty much about how I feel now.sorry.

my current desktop background.

2010-12-15T21:19:00.003+08:00

ain't it lovely?looks like a wedding place to me.a private,closed wedding ceremony where the people are not there yet as they are still preparing to be seen in their best.awwwwww. :)

WANT.

p/s:future husband,i want this scene!well,more or less like this. :p flowers,please? harharhar

we'll have Halloween on X'mas

2010-12-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

and in the night,we'll wish this never ends.
wish this never ends.
I miss you.

soul of ice

2010-12-14T17:08:00.003+08:00

My God I thought you were someone to rely on

Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

should your passion becomes your work?

2010-12-14T16:45:00.003+08:00

Personally,the answer is NO.well,take it this way.I love to blog.I love tattoos,body modifications,~~beer~~,and music.Even though those stuff are what i really have passion in,i won't turn those into my subject that i have to study.I think hobby is a thing that u should enjoy doing,n not to be placed stress unto it as u are expressing urself.If your hobby has turned into something that u have to study and people are going to pinpoint what's right or wrong to u,won't it be stressful?I mean,to who/what are you going run to if your hobby has been taken away from you?none.You can't seem to enjoy your passion to the maximum after you are being corrected all the time.You get stressed out.It is annoying when another person tells you how you should or should not express yourself.I mean,that's you yourself who's gonna express yourself,right?u need no body to poke their noses to where don't belong,right?.Hence,I believe that hobby is a thing that helps your mind off your work.I dont think I'll mix my hobby with my field of study.well,don't take my word for it.You decide.

thank you.

2010-12-14T15:47:00.006+08:00

Dearest friends do view my blog and it just surprised me because i have never thought of publishing my blog to my course mates. c: AND,THANK YOU! it turns out that they love my blog and support me to go on with this tattoo thingy.that's so heart-warming!That has just made my life and I m loving each and every minute of it.Well,I can't change the way I am,what i like,I am INTO this! :) thanks for the understanding,guys.

eye candy,anyone?

2010-12-13T23:20:00.004+08:00

i am considering of this pink / green nail colours. I mean,oh,look at those!aren't they cute?

found a dress like this! c:
now,that's what i call sexayh!(down)

interested

2010-12-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

interested is a word used when the other person has what u need or want.You'll bargain with the other person just to get what u desire most.As you age,what u wanted all along won't be the same thing that u need.U'll lose interest in it over the years.and at that moment of life,there's no one to blame,if it was going to be that way.U're no longer interested.and what is there left to say?none.

Addicted to vampire bites?

2010-12-11T15:53:00.003+08:00

Well,I've been thinking lately.Since B the witch has put up a spell on the tomb which holds Katherine and any vampires in,why don't Elena just stay there in the tomb,like a bait to catch the vampires and Klaus?Because Steffan is there to protect Elena from Katherine.She'll be protected,right?And when all the other vampires know that she's in there,they will enter the tomb and be trapped in it forever.with that,no one gets hurt.end of story.hahaha.only after that then,B the witch figure a way out to take Steffan out.simple.

Happy Birthday!

2010-12-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

to Ian Somerhalder/Damon Salvatore!

Dear Santa,

2010-12-07T17:38:00.001+08:00

THIS.please please please!and i'd like some ribbon to wrap around him. WHY ARE YOU SO ADORABLE?
sincerely,annyss

why he is hot.

2010-12-07T17:26:00.002+08:00

He's a very mean vampire in the Vampire Diaries.He bites!He sucks blood.ohh!
His "couldn't-care-less" attitude but,deep down,he's very a loving person.He actually cares.
His randomness.
His sarcasm in his jokes. I find it very much cute. :)
HAS ANYONE NOTICED HOW AMAZING HIS BODY IS???????uh-mah-zing!
His cool eyes.i melt. c:
He's one of the bad boys.Every girl dates bad boy. don't you think?

well,i can't seem be able to find words how sexy he is.U should watch Vampire Diaries to know how hot he is.I think he's hot. :)

i x care if it is fake.

2010-11-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

this has made my day. :)

blessing in disguise

2010-11-28T15:52:00.004+08:00

I never get jealous when I see my ex with someone else, because my parents always taught me to give my used toys to less fortunate. :P
and that clarifies why i am neither interested nor jealous if any of my friends are married. why do u want to be attached to someone so soon?people change,they'll break your heart.but it's my point of view.depends on individual.

can i have this immediately? haha

2010-11-26T19:27:00.003+08:00

We are moons,
Throw ourselves around each other,
We are oceans,
Being controlled by the pull of another.

And I just wanna be loved by you,
Yeah I just wanna be loved by you,
I see nothing worse than to sail this universe without you.

nice one.

2010-11-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

it says here,"i miss you" .

naaaaaah

2010-11-24T23:30:00.001+08:00

HOLY POTATOES!

All I want for Christmas is..

2010-11-24T18:58:00.002+08:00

no,not you.haha. but,replace you with all of these stuff that i might never really want to posses:

free flight ticket to Sri Aman.
scorpion that x sting.(impossible)
another shih-tzu dog to replace Rainie.
rainy weather in Miri from 2 am till 6 am IF I AM NOT GOING OUT on THAT NIGHT.
time x passes too fast.

that would be all.i x know what i want.basically,i feel like i have everything i want and thankful for that. :) cheers.

u give me a lady boner!

2010-11-24T18:47:00.002+08:00

HAHA.well,life is too short not to orgasm everyday. kidding. C: Yeah,go ahead and judge me but i'll post things that'll definitely turn me on:

Ivan. (this name kinda turn me on,without knowing why.
guys who can sing like John Mayer.Has a voice like him.
scorpion.
sleeve tattoos.not on other parts.
Jane Doe Suicide Girl
sunshine! definitely. and that explains why i wake up early now. :)

well,i m not gonna tell u more than that. :p sorry. haha.
p/s:bored

Can you feel your heartbeat racing?

2010-11-24T18:41:00.001+08:00

I feel your heart rubbing against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes, eyes

the words in this song of "A boy brushed in red living in black and white" by Underoath rocks my new playlist now. \m/
p/s: i can't seem to find the official video,if there was any.and i x think this is the coolest vid ever made. i just like the song,not the video. peace out. :)

uhm.

2010-11-22T16:24:00.003+08:00

i don't know who we are but whenever we're together,
feels like we're floating in the sky on those shinning stars.

Some nights I just lose it all when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls.

2010-11-15T14:21:00.002+08:00

Will you cater to every fantasy that I've got?
Will ya hose me down with holy water if I get too hot ?

A man is a simple creature.

2010-11-14T14:06:00.002+08:00

Just like a woman,a man wants to be praised.Wants people to really look up to them,to adore them.Wants to be loved by the person that he loves the most.Puts their passion before girls.They might spend millions on their passion:musical instruments,cars,but it doesn't make him loving his girlfriend second best.In certain cases,guys love guys.They're gay but it's normal now.I have no idea why did i want to post this.I really don't.But,there's something weird about guys.This doesn't apply to all.They love a love game.He would try his very best to get her.When she falls hard for him,that's the point where he's nowhere to find to catch her,who is really falling for him.ain't it sucks?Keep your head held high,girls,because there will be a guy who would love you,underneath it all. c: imy.ily.hihi

it's November,bitches!

2010-11-09T17:33:00.003+08:00

Hey,I can't believe that it's November.this means,Christmas is just around the corner and guess what?Since last year I didnt get to decorate the X'mas tree,my mum allowed me to set up the tree b4 I'm off to KL again, now that I'm now in Miri. I'm loving this. :)so yeah,here are some of photos for November's edition. cheers. rock on,peace out. \m/

excuse me while I kiss the sky.

2010-11-09T17:13:00.003+08:00

There's this 1 wish that I used to hope for.It was something that I wanted so badly when I was like,10 years old.I grew up and the dream seems had faded away until now.MY DREAM CAME TRUE. :) yeah yeah yeah. c: *grin. heart you. I have never,not in any lifetime would have thought that this dream of mine would somehow turned into a reality.

this has made my day.

2010-11-07T12:36:00.003+08:00

i bet this will light up your day too,dear puppy lovers.
click on it:

sleeping dog makes adorable sounds

have a blessed Sunday to all. :)
love,
annyss

your body is a canvas

2010-11-04T15:58:00.003+08:00

IT'S AN ADDICTION.

2010-11-04T15:49:00.001+08:00

listen to this.a mix of Avril(when you're gone) but Hayley singing Misery business .breath taking. seriously.

dentistry

2010-11-02T18:22:00.004+08:00

Yo.i am doing my Degree in Dental Surgery(D.D.S.)at MAHSA.so,yeah,nothing much to say because our classes just started recently.still dealing with theories,not much on practical,yet.the only thing that excite me is when i touch the boobies specimen,everytime.those specimens are all fake.those are old pictures.sorry for the lame,late update.i am now in Miri,having my mid sem break and i am damn bored. ughschgchasid.

you're my beautiful tragedy

2010-10-30T12:11:00.003+08:00

when i heard your voice last night,i said a thanks giving prayer to God.no,i still can't find words to describe how beautiful it was.and we'll start all over again.and you'll tell me the most wonderful thing that i've never heard of.u'll take my hand.we'll start all over again and i'll fall in love with you again.just like a 13-year-old school girl.

i had a blast,did you?

2010-10-27T18:49:00.003+08:00

Last weekend was damn exhausting yet full of excitement . we played futsal around 1 am till 3 am.i played like a pro.fuyoooooooooooh.i scored one goal for my team. c:me,i wear the black shirt +pants

we were all tired. *pant

collections of bruised and inked

2010-10-21T14:06:00.004+08:00

hang

this turns me on. \m/

lovely. it's Jane Doe,bitch!my ladyhh

paramore in Malaysia.

2010-10-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

i was bored.

2010-10-21T13:50:00.004+08:00

i was discouraged by my own drawings.i tried to draw a human rib cage but it looked like a cockroach's body.i cant seem to draw what i see. so i took photos of myself instead,just to kill the boredom.

P/s:they hate me.but what can i do?they can say anything about me,but at the end of the day,it's me myself who's gonna have to be with myself.i m trying to fit in my own skin,they can't mould me.that explains why i dont befriend with certain types of people.they are called ucakians. thanks .

There's a devil in your heart

2010-10-21T13:45:00.001+08:00

and the devil wants out to play.p/s:i run this blog as i wish.

i have found my new addiction

2010-10-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

imaginary lullaby

2010-10-06T14:12:00.006+08:00

Then he calls her up

and it sweeps her off her feet.

It finally makes some sense to her.

Though it makes her scared,

she likes the way her heart beats

as she moves along with his every little whisper.

Later then he puts the phone down,

He smiles for he knows he owns her still.

And he sleeps peacefully,

Doesn't even care how it has made her feel.

Couldn't even care less.

She cries herself to sleep,

And she touches herself.

She touches herself.

And,she cries herself to sleep.

life's to heavy,so,float!

2010-09-28T10:50:00.004+08:00

yo what's up bloggers and readers.the title says it all.life's heavy.problems weigh you down.i have found my alternative to clear my head.SWIMMING. oh yeah,baby.

p/s:dont forget to transfer your bad energy of anger,frustration,into the water.

p/s:excuse my ugly pose.i was just having fun with no nudity.

well,if you dont know how to swim,just learn how to float. :D and make sure that the pool is not too deep for you. enjoy! :)

agape

2010-09-28T10:31:00.003+08:00

" ¹⁸ The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him."
Genesis 2:18

"For Adam there was not found an help meet for him.
And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept; and he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh instead thereof;
And the rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman, and brought her unto the man.
And Adam said, "This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of Man. Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh."
Genesis 2:20-24

found this on tumblr . :D hahahahha

2010-09-23T16:06:00.001+08:00

Sex is a sensation

Caused By Temptation,

To Cause Penetration,

When A Guy Sticks His Location Into A Girl's Destination,

To Increase The Population,

For The Next Generation,

Do You Get My Explanation?

Or Do You Need A Demonstration?

Hyper-Realistic Acrylic Body Painting

2010-09-23T15:56:00.002+08:00

Alexa Meade masterfully mixed multiple disciples - paintings, performance, and photography and turned it into something the world had never seen. Coating her models with paint, she made her models become part of a living, breathing painting.
In her words, "The photographic presentations create a tension between the smoothness of the physical photographs and the tactility of the painted installations captured within them, blurring the lines between what is depicted and depiction itself."

Taking a look at her recent body of work, you can’t help but see how she’s taking her Trompe-L’Oeil painting technique to new heights, adding incredibly vibrant colors and patterns that warp our minds and sense of reality even more.

you?

2010-09-23T15:47:00.002+08:00

some men die under the mountain just looking for gold
some die looking for a hand to hold

zaman kodak

2010-09-22T20:15:00.003+08:00

when i was a little kid,i used to walk IN the drains,not along the drains to catch tadpoles with my bare hands. i was not alone.for sure,there would be somebody around my age to catch tadpoles too. sometimes,we had a competition who would get the most catch. sometimes,i arrived late at the drains. that time,i think it sucks.because i was like

" aheyr dah ewh,habis la semua berudu ya knk ambik org!"
"(i arrived late,for sure,those tadpoles are all finished by now,taken by others!)"

if i were lucky enough,i might get some "so-called-prawns" too. well,as i grow up,i realize now,those weren't actually prawns.they look like prawns. my younger days were cool. haha. looking back at those days,i seriously miss them.oh shit!hahahhahahha.i wish i had pictures on those days,but naaaaaaaah.because we didnt have digital cameras back then. we used roll films;KODAK.
There's another thing,I went to this shop in PJ to buy a piece of chicken.guess how much was it?
RM 2.50. my ass. where are the years where all the chicken wings cost around RM1.00 per piece?oh my.Everything is expensive now. i doubt if there's any GOOD food that are still around which cost around RM 1.20. a can of milo used to be around rm 1.20 when i was younger,but now,it costs around rm2 something per can. i m like,ugh. okay. hahha. wish i could turn back time when food are not so expensive. :)

ok la. take care.i m ok now,i guess. life gotta move on. hehe. peace.

never thought that it'd end up this bad.

2010-09-22T09:38:00.003+08:00

and there was no orgasm that night.only tears.

only tears.only. tears. *sigh

p/s:excuse my sad feelings lately,bloggers.

oldies

2010-09-22T09:34:00.001+08:00

I lifted her head, she looked at me and said
"Hold me darling just a little while."
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I would miss
But now she's gone, even though I hold her tight
I lost my love, my life that night.

your arms are like towers,tower over me.keep me safe inside?

2010-09-12T13:56:00.002+08:00

What would my "mama do"
If she knew ‘bout me and you?
What would my daddy say
If he saw me hurt this way?

who's to blame?

2010-09-09T23:39:00.002+08:00

she smells like a virgin and he hates it.
but he's the blood that running in her veins.
whenever he's near,her heart beats.
when he's not around,she dies.
couldn't he see the fear of imperfection in her eyes?

beatiful tragedy

2010-09-01T15:06:00.002+08:00

greetings. well,actually.I do not know where and how to fucking start this thing off.It's about u fighting for something that u really want.SO BADLY. for example;

U want an apple but u dont have any money in your wallet.but ur stingy neighbour has apples. so what do u do?He's stingy all right and u r drooling like a mad dog over a meat.

at that point, i might say,that u'd do anything to get it,right? either climb over the fence just to get an apple and u'd say to urself,"it's only an apple.He wont notice.Well,even if he would find it sooner or later,it's his mistake for being so damn stingy all this while."okay. *sigh. but I don't think this message delivers to u well enough if i use an apple as an example.okay,bloggers.be creative now.

IMAGINE OF SOMETHING THAT U REALLY WANT.OR SOMEONE.NOT JUST WHAT U NEED.BUT WHAT U WANT.get it on your mind now?let's say it's someone and we'll name it HUMAN.i used apple as an example of object just now.

okay.so u want HUMAN.but u know it's against almost anything and everything for you to be with HUMAN.too many obstacles everywhere.so what do u do?let's say,HUMAN is in a relationship with someone.Let's name it FLOWER.okay.so,HUMAN and FLOWER huh?where do u stand now?what the fuck are you going to do?for sure,everyone around u will poke their noses into ur case and say that u r damn wrong.they just wanna bring you down.but,i guess u'd be like the person who would steal the apple since it's the only apple that he ever wanted.HUMAN is just everything that u ever fucking wanted. sorry that i curse too much. HUMAN is the closest thing to heaven that u have ever been.U feel peace whenever HUMAN is with you.the feeling between u and HUMAN may not be mutual and people say it's wrong to separate HUMAN and FLOWER.since u cannot live without HUMAN,when they say it's wrong to separate them and you should make a line between u and HUMAN,it makes u wonder,whether people around you rather watch u suffer?got it?u have feelings too,aite?

so,coming to my point,sincerely, i don't think it's wrong for you to fight for what u think is right for you.everybody has a choice to have things to go their way,if the feeling is mutual.on the other hand,if the feeling is not mutual,u have no fucking right to force someone to be with you.remember,they have feelings like you do. one of the case where the feeling is not mutual is where,a boy likes a girl and that girl doesnt like her.She told him that she's not in love with him.that's good ,because she has told the truth instead of twisting the story upside down.my point is,if the 1 u love doesnt love u back,u have no right to rape them(example). but if the person that u like ,loves u back,eventhough it's uhmm...a bit complicated,well,maybe he's in a relationship or something,fight for him.it's worth it.if u really love him.love means,u cant bear the thought of seeing him taken away from u.u r addicted.a bit insane.u noe,ppl say u deserve better but all u ever wanted is him.

my advice is also,that u should never fight a losing battle.why should you?if the guy that u like just want to fool around you,sends u in a ring of fire to fight a battle and he's gonna stand outside of the ring and watch u fight for him,that's awful.he's not worth of you.leave him. u deserve better . and if he's gonna send u to fight for him and cheer for you till he losses his voice,that's sweet. give him a chance. but do remember,all sweet things expire.even chocolate bars has its own expiry date. thank you. excuse me for my lame point of view. nothing against anyone.

i have feelings,too.

2010-08-21T14:15:00.002+08:00

how can you say you know me by just staring at the screen?
i might not tell you much.
i might bottled up my feelings inside.
i have built walls around my heart now,
so that i won't get hurt easily.
sometimes,i'd rather be alone
because that way, no one can ever hurt me.
what makes you think that i m preety much different from you?
look,feel and walk in my shoes.
in case u haven't notice:i have feelings,too.
thank you.

:)

furry animals.

2010-07-26T15:55:00.007+08:00

hi. i like furry animals.that's one of those things that u have to know about me. haha. well,pandas,dogs(puppies),rabbits and hamsters are my favourites. and no, i don't have pandas but i do wish that i'll get a panda and a koala bear one day. ~~in your dream~~
and so, the only dog that i have left is Scoobie. and he's still alive,breathing,licking people as usual. but in this post,i m not gonna talk bout my dogs. well,my rabbits all are dead now. so,not them,too. hey,i'd like you to meet my hamsters. Biggo and Bubu. Biggo is the old one. Bubu is the latest.
this is me dealing with Biggo. Biggo is a crazy hamster as he's very very restless. he keeps on biting its cage doors. for hamster's sake,please stop!haha. and BOTH of them are lazy bums. they sleep most of the time. and biggo prefer sleeping with cloth. oh my!
oh hey,little one. this is Bubu. see, baru bgn terus makan. hehe. that's a proof that it's very lazy.
well,that's a little bit about what i like. :)

chest microdermals

2010-07-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

once upon a time when no one gave a fuck

2010-07-21T23:01:00.004+08:00

well,there's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything,but it's not giving up.it's realizing that u don't need certain people and their crap.

a little touch of personal life wont hurt me

2010-07-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

so,i was browsing everyone else's blog and then i got inspired by two of the blogs.which i think,their blogs are the best.they dont post crap.as i was blog walking, something hit my mind

"what happened to my blog?it has photos ,photos and more photos of tatts!"

i'm losing touch with my reality.i realize, i need words. my blog doesnt really have to have fake people ,for example,recording artists,and any other tatts girls that i really x know who. i am obsessed with tatts and all of the body modification stuff. so badly.NOT BECAUSE OF ANY ONE. but after viewing those blogs,they really inspire me.not just with some pick up lines or stuff. but yeah, i can say, their blogs talk to me. well, i have decided. i will still post stuff about tatts.i can't change that.that's who i am now.and as for an addition,i'd love to post pics of amazing people around me,someday soon.i wont tell every details of my story to internet people tho.haha.if,my stalkers are reading this,well,i think you should stop yourself from trying to find stuff to be used against me.because,i m just sick to death of u people moulding my life the way you wanted me to be.sorry if this hits u straight at your face.

so far,mkay.

2010-07-19T21:37:00.001+08:00

i got to see my brother served for the first time at St. Joe,Miri last week. he used to serve in Bintulu. :D

now that i have you.

2010-07-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

it's like having u in my palms and the whole world is poking my hands.it hurts. BADLY.
that's how insecure i feel.
it's like i want you to be inside me. so that no one knows u r there. so that they won't take u away from me.
i have found everything that i have ever wanted in you.
u could be the other half of me.u complete me.
and u take me higher with every breath i take,with every touch u make.
i feel like myself again and i have found in you,the feeling that i thought that i couldn't find in anyone after 5 years.
u r totally the opposite of all the other guys. u are you.
and i like u.so much. but i am scared to tell you,too often. u might get bored of it. but yeah,word couldn't express how much i like you.
i could go on and on telling the whole world how much u mean to me.
yeah,u mean the whole world to me.but,i might as well better stop here.

bmth

2010-07-09T15:24:00.000+08:00

as fake as the moans u made. :D

2010-07-09T14:57:00.000+08:00

hi. i'm a boy. here's how it goes. i'm gonna flirt with you, then diss you. i'll send you mixed messages, hit on your friends, lie to you. then i will lead you on so you fall for me. i'll make you happy for a night, but tomorrow i'll completely ignore you. you'll be the one i turn to when i need for a friend or a confidence boost. know what the best part is? you can't do anything about it because you love me. and you don't want to lose me. haha.

me.

2010-07-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

well,maybe you should tie me up
so i don't go where u don't want me.

Miri says hi.

2010-07-08T19:36:00.004+08:00

to AD: haha.Ad,u said u miss Miri kan?bha,i took pics of me kat Esplanade,Miri on 8th July ,uploaded as soon as possible.

it was very windy and if you look closely,my top is wet cuz it was raining,too. c:

P/S : Ad is not my boyfie. don't use my blog against me cuz that'll make u look like a fool. thank you.

blow out

2010-07-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

its called blow out and you get it if you stretch up too quick, its probably bleeding because he has just stretched it. when it has stopped bleeding and the swellings gone down, you can tuck it back into your ear and it will go down eventually.

i like this.

2010-07-08T10:21:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhh.this photo somehow reminds me the good old days of Guns & Roses.

fuck backstabbers

2010-07-08T10:15:00.003+08:00

if i had it my way,i'd slit your throat with the knife you left in my back.

yeah,what's the use?

2010-07-08T10:13:00.001+08:00

What's the point of trying to reach compromise

When you're the judge and jury?

nice to know you.

2010-07-08T10:09:00.001+08:00

but i'll go my way.

i'll find my way.

2010-07-08T10:05:00.001+08:00

"Sorry" doesn't change a thing

And when you said I'm messed up
You were wrong
You were wrong.

lotus suspension

2010-07-08T10:01:00.001+08:00

plugs

2010-07-08T09:53:00.003+08:00

Double flare mahogany obsidian stone plugs:
Opalite eyelet with star cut out
Gauge: 1/2” thru 1-1/2”
Material: Stone

lily spirals:
galaxy plugs:

boobies.

2010-07-08T09:45:00.001+08:00

awesome. c:

inked.

2010-07-08T09:35:00.001+08:00

All the things you said to me won't ever matter
Do what you want cause I'm not gonna save you,baby
what's goin on?
we don't care ,we don't fight
we don't even now what's wrong or right now,baby
what's goin on?

split tongue.

2010-07-08T09:32:00.001+08:00

don't be so quick to judge me;
u see what i choose to show you.

another post.nothing personal

2010-07-08T09:09:00.002+08:00

And I, know you'll never understand me
No matter how hard we try
And I, know I'll never understand you
And your mechanical love

o.m.g. i need inspiration for title!

2010-07-08T09:06:00.005+08:00

Breathing in and breathing out
My head leaned back
my hands are tied
I stand in here alone I scream, questions why?

good morning,bloggers. c:

2010-07-08T08:44:00.002+08:00

These are my unanswered prayers
The time has come for me to say goodbye.

swallow me,please?haha

2010-07-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

inspire me.

2010-07-07T22:57:00.001+08:00

i wanna touch her!

2010-07-07T22:49:00.001+08:00

Jane Doe Suicide Girl.
o.m.g. i hafal her tattoos now!

oohh.

2010-07-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

Jane Doe Suicide Girl

2010-07-07T22:39:00.001+08:00

what happened to your red hair,girl?